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Title: Eternal Love
Pairing(s): Sakurai Sho/Matsumoto Jun
Genres: Vampire AU, angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Their love will exist for eternity.
WARNING: major character death

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Current Mood: disappointed

Title: A Rainbow of Light and Hope

Pairing: Jun/Nino

Rating: PG

Genre: romance, angst, au

Summary: Nino feels as if he is the only person in the world who has to go to bed early on New Year’s Eve, especially when his much needed sleep is disturbed by someone setting off fireworks on the roof terrace above his head. He angrily races upstairs, determined to make them cease and desist. But as soon as he sees the distressed face of his new neighbour, Nino decides that sleep can wait.

Warning: This story contains mentions of the death of an unnamed character in the past.

Notes: This story started out with a fluffy beginning, veered off course and took a darker path through the middle, but ended with the possibility of a brighter future. Kind of an analogy for 2020 when you think about it. Anyway, Happy New Year everyone. Let’s hope that 2021 is kinder to us all.

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Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Location: Trying with all my might to stop the clock

Pairing: Sakumoto

Rating: PG-13

Genre: Sickfic, fluff, friendship, slight angst

Summary: As Jun rose from his knees and stood up the black spots returned, blurring his vision. The floor seemed to tilt as a rushing sound filled his ears. Dizziness overcame him as he clutched at the vanity, knocking assorted toiletries to the floor with his flailing hands. He wanted to cry out to Sho for help, but the tiled floor was suddenly rising to meet him and he could do nothing to prevent himself from falling.

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Current Mood: hopeful
Current Location: Comfy chair

Pairing: Juntoshi

Rating: R

Genre: Angst, supernatural themes

Warning: Major character death

Summary: “Blue is Satoshi’s favourite colour,” Jun said softly. He straightened a random bauble on the tree before beginning to hang the glittery icicles on the branch tips. “I want to make this Christmas perfect for him.”

Notes: Hi everyone. Just dropping in between writing exchange fics. I just realized that I haven't posted anything since August! So since it's already December, I would like to welcome you to my “Exceedingly Random Christmas Drabbles for Christmas 2018”. When I began writing this one, I had no idea that it would turn out this way. I promise that the next one will be more cheerful. *hides*

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Current Mood: melancholy
Current Location: Packing for the rock

Title: Put A Ring On It
Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After spending far too much time either alone, or with the wrong person, Sho hoped that perhaps this ring which was being worked on with such quiet dedication might finally signal a change in luck.
Notes: This was written for

lapetit_chou2 over at

shoexchange.

I would also like to offer the greatest thanks, cookies, cheesecake, and hugs, to

cielmelodies, who helped me to pull this into readable shape, and coped with my overly long sentences and poor punctuation like a pro.

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Current Mood: drained
Current Location: Slumped over my desk

Pairing: Juntoshi

Genre: Romance, angst

Rating: NC-17

Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or its members – this is a work of fiction.

Summary:
As they prepared to walk down the stairs and stand together, to pledge themselves to each other in front of the whole village, Satoshi nervously grabbed Jun's hand "Are you sure you want to spend the rest of your life here with me?"

Notes: Hi lilly0 I hope you enjoyed this story. I apologize if this chapter is a bit disjointed (stupid sickness), but I hope it gives them the happy ending they deserve. It was lovely to write Juntoshi after such a long time. Thanks to everyone else for reading and commenting too. I couldn't do this without your support. *hugs*

Previously: CH 1, CH 2, CH 3, CH 4, CH 5, CH 6, CH 7

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Current Mood: drained
Current Location: Rock - snuggling under the blankets

Pairing: Juntoshi

Genre: Romance, angst

Rating: NC-17

Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or its members – this is a work of fiction.

Summary: Jun’s breathing quickened as Satoshi gently explored his body for the first time, his eyes closing as he surrendered himself to the sensations that Satoshi was creating within him.

Warning: This chapter contains over 2000 words of smut (but there is also some fluffy romance at the end).

Previously: CH 1, CH 2, CH 3, CH 4, CH 5, CH 6

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Current Mood: sick
Current Location: Trying to hide from the cough that seems to have found me again

Pairing: Juntoshi

Genre: Romance, angst

Rating: PG to NC-17

Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or its members – this is a work of fiction.

Summary: Satoshi wanted to grab Jun and kiss him senseless, but could sense just how fragile he was so instead he walked over and carefully wrapped his good arm lightly around Jun’s waist.

Previously: CH 1, CH 2, CH 3, CH 4, CH 5

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Current Mood: amused
Current Location: Rock - Helping Jun tidy up because someone is coming home

Pairing: Juntoshi

Genre: Romance, angst

Rating: PG to NC-17

Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or its members – this is a work of fiction.

Summary: Too late, Jun tried to run but a fist struck him from behind and his world turned black even before his body hit the snowy ground.

Previously: CH 1, CH 2, CH 3, CH 4

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Current Mood: cold
Current Location: Keeping the rock tidy (Jun and Sho are otherwise occupied)

Pairing: Juntoshi

Genre: Romance, angst

Rating: PG to NC-17

Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or its members – this is a work of fiction.

Summary: Jun turned to face the two men, his face looking as if all the blood had been drained from it, “Do you understand now what you're facing?”
Before either could respond Jun crumpled to the floor and lay there unmoving.

Previously: CH 1, CH 2, CH 3

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Current Mood: good
Current Location: Getting a breath of fresh air but ready to dive under the rock

Current Mood: hungry
Current Location: Rock - hoping for cookies (especially if Jun makes them)
Current Music: Ohno Satoshi - Bad Boy (stuck in a loop in my brain)

Current Mood: sick
Current Location: Rock - sipping Jun's herbal tea (bleeecchhh)

Pairing: Juntoshi

Genre: Romance, angst

Rating: PG to NC-17

Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or its members – this is a work of fiction.

Summary: He was sure about the fact that he was deeply in love, but unsure of the response of the object of his affections.

Note: Hi lilly0. In your wish meme you asked for Ohno taking Jun's virginity and here it is...in a few chapters time...sorry for being a tease (but not really). *hugs*

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Current Mood: groggy
Current Location: Rock - unpacking my suitcase
Current Music: Arashi - Tadaima

Pairing: Sakumoto

Genre: Angst ( a tiny bit)

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: I make no claim over Arashi - but I do own these words

Summary: He was worried at Jun's almost otherworldly detachment; he still seemed to be caught up in his dreams; hiding behind an invisible barrier that even he couldn't fully penetrate.

Notes: This follows on from The Bird and The Water . Please enjoy this third and final part.

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Current Mood: energetic
Current Location: Borneo - too far away from the rock for safety

Pairing: Sakumoto

Genre: Angst

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: I make no claim over Arashi - but I do own these words

Summary: He opens his mouth to scream, but cold water floods in, choking him.

Notes: This follows on from The Bird and was writen because "someone" asked me for a sequel. (I'm not naming names here just in case this is terrible enough for you to want to extract revenge on that "someone" for encouraging me.)

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Current Mood: discontent
Current Location: Packing my bags

Pairing: Sakumoto

Genre: Angst

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: I make no claim over Arashi - but I do own these words

Summary: They told him that he was getting better, that his lungs were getting stronger, but he didn't really notice any particular improvements as he continued to lie in the same room for day after day hooked to machinery that hissed and buzzed almost as if speaking soothing words to him.

Notes: Sorry in advance for this. I'm in a bit of a strange mood. Umm...happy ending? *runs under rock*

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Current Mood: contemplative
Current Location: Running to hide under the rock as fast as I can

Pairing: Junba

Rating: R

Genre: angst

Warning: non-con scene which may be a trigger for people

Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or its members - this is a work of fiction.

Summary: He had never before considered how wonderful it felt to relinquish control.

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Current Mood: nervous
Current Location: Hey Hikaru I'm back here at the rock. Jun made sushi!

Pairing: Sakumoto

Genre: Still on the angst side of things (but never fear, a happy ending is at hand)

Rating: PG-13

Summary: He loved his career and he loved Jun and he wasn’t willing to let either of them go. But perhaps the decision wasn’t his to make.

Notes: Hello dear readers. This is like a choose your own adventure story. If you were happy with the sad ending of Hurting you may not want to read this (although I would love it if you do). This is a make-up present for all of you whom I made cry. Sorry my dears. Let's see if Sho can get his act together this time (and hopefully save me from your wrath).

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Current Mood: anxious
Current Location: Wow the rock looks good since Hikaru and Jun redecorated.
Current Music: Arashi - Lotus

Title: Hurting

Pairing: Sakumoto

Genre: Angst

Rating: R

Summary: He loved his career and he loved Jun and he wasn’t willing to let either of them go. But perhaps the decision wasn’t his to make.

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Current Mood: hopeful
Current Location: Back under my rock. Pass me that Pina Colada Jun.

Pairing: Sakumoto, Ohmiya (minor)

Rating: PG-13

Genre: Romance, itsy bit of emotional angst

Disclaimer: Still don't own Arashi, no matter how hard I try.

Summary: Jun stumbled and ended up with his arms around Sho's neck, their lips almost touching. Jun flinched and pushed himself away, swaying alarmingly as he said, "I don't feel very well. Can you make the room stop spinning?"

A/N: This is a Sakumoto follow-up story to A Small Gap. These events happen a few weeks later and revolve around Sakumoto’s uneasy relationship. Hi lilly0 I never can resist when you ask me to write something especially when Sakumoto are involved. I hope you like it.

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Current Mood: good
Current Location: Melting in a heatwave - will this torture never end?
Current Music: Arashi - Seishun Boogie

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Eternal Love

A Rainbow of Light and Hope

Isn't This Room A Little Cold?

A Blue Christmas

Put A Ring On It

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The Water

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