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Unspoken (7/8)
Pairing: Juntoshi
Genre: Romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or its members – this is a work of fiction.
Summary: Jun’s breathing quickened as Satoshi gently explored his body for the first time, his eyes closing as he surrendered himself to the sensations that Satoshi was creating within him.
Warning: This chapter contains over 2000 words of smut (but there is also some fluffy romance at the end).
Previously: CH 1, CH 2, CH 3, CH 4, CH 5, CH 6
Jun shivered as Satoshi slid out of bed, leaving him behind as he made his way to the bathroom, pulling his shirt off over his head as he went.
All of Jun's earlier confidence had evaporated the moment that Satoshi excused himself to go and fetch the supplies necessary if they were to go any further. He pulled the covers up tightly under his chin as he felt his erection deflating as nerves gnawed at his stomach.
Jun wanted this to happen, it was all he’d been thinking of for weeks, but now that it actually was happening he was paralysed with fear.
Satoshi looked equally as nervous as he returned, clutching a bottle of lube in his hand. “Jun, I'm sorry but I just realized that I don't have any condoms and there's nowhere I can get them from at this time of night.”
Even though Jun was scared, now that he'd made his decision he didn't want to wait any longer. “Um, do we have to use one?”
Satoshi frowned, “You realize what that means? It means that I will come inside you.”
Jun shivered once again, but this time because he found the idea oddly exciting. “I understand. I love you and trust you.”
Satoshi walked over and sat on the edge of the bed and stroked Jun’s cheek, “After I discovered that my ex was cheating on me I made sure to get tested and I haven't made love to anyone since then. So you don’t have to worry.”
“Then let's stop talking and just get on with it,” Jun blurted out louder than he’d meant to. This night wasn’t going the way that he’d always imagined it would at all.
Satoshi frowned, “Jun, I love you and I promise that I would never hurt you, but if you don't feel completely ready we can just cuddle and do this another time.”
Jun blinked and said, “Perhaps if you just hold me, I’ll relax a bit.”
Satoshi nodded and slid the lube under his pillow before rejoining Jun in bed.
He pulled Jun close and Jun happily snuggled against his side, resting his head on his shoulder and draping his left arm and leg over Satoshi’s body.
After some time Satoshi kissed the top of Jun’s head and stroked his fingers down Jun’s chest and side, tracing the scar that remained from his father’s attack. Jun flinched and tried to pull away.
“Jun? What’s wrong? Does it still hurt?”
“N-no. I just don’t want you to touch it …my side is scarred… and ugly,” Jun mumbled.
“Ugly? You’re beautiful, each and every part of you.”
Jun tugged the blanket down, fully exposing the red streak than ran in a curve across his ribs and around his left side. “When you look at this do you really think that it’s beautiful?”
Satoshi leant over Jun and once again caressed the scar with the tips of his fingers.
“This scar makes me appreciate every moment of every day that I get to spend with you. It reminds me that I almost lost you and that I am lucky to still have you in my life. I would rather have you in my arms with imperfect skin than to have lost you forever.”
Jun blinked back tears at Satoshi’s loving words. “S-Satoshi…I love you.”
“I love you too my beloved. Please let me show you how much?”
Jun nodded and reached out a trembling hand to touch the warm skin on Satoshi’s chest before allowing the older man to lay him back down on the mattress and press a series of soft kisses onto his neck.
Satoshi worked his way down Jun’s chest, nibbling and kissing the tender skin and when he reached the scar he traced the length of it with his tongue, showing Jun just how much he didn’t care that his skin was disfigured.
Jun’s breathing quickened as Satoshi gently explored his body for the first time, his eyes closing as he surrendered himself to the sensations that Satoshi was creating within him.
Satoshi moved at a slow pace enjoying every sigh and the slight hitching of Jun’s breath that indicated that he had found a sensitive part of Jun’s body. He made a mental note of the tiny mole on the side of Jun’s neck that made Jun shiver at the slightest nibble and the spot just below his ear that made Jun gasp out loud when licked.
Jun tentatively reached out and slid his hands over Satoshi’s body in return, stroking the hard planes of his muscles and clutching him tightly around the neck as if hanging on for dear life when the older man took his nipple into his mouth, sucking lightly on it and teasing it with the tip of his tongue.
“Jun, do you want me to continue?” Satoshi eventually asked, summoning all of the willpower he possessed to pull away from Jun who was panting and writhing under his touch, his cock once again fully hard and begging to be touched.
“Y-yes, please, please, I want you,” Jun gasped, his hips jerking reflexively up from the mattress as if to underline his need.
Satoshi slid down and positioned himself between Jun’s legs, soothing away Jun’s squeak of embarrassment with a series of kisses across his hip and belly.
As he felt a slick finger stroke across his entrance Jun’s whole body tensed and he flinched away. Satoshi hummed soothingly and kissed the ticklish skin of his inner thigh, making him giggle and squirm and somehow before he knew it, “Oh!”
“Is it okay?” Satoshi allowed Jun time to adjust to the feeling of his finger invading his body.
It wasn't painful, merely odd and Jun willed himself to relax, earning himself an encouraging murmur from Satoshi as he moved his finger very slowly and carefully in tiny thrusting movements.
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Jun was looking up at Satoshi with eyes so filled with love and trust that it made his own heart swell near to bursting with love in response.
Jun’s hips were raised up off the bed on two pillows making it easier for Satoshi to line his throbbing cock up with his well-prepared entrance. Satoshi carefully inched his way into Jun’s body, freezing when Jun gasped, clenching his fists and squeezing his eyes shut.
“Jun, if you try and bear down on me it will make it slightly easier,” Satoshi said, kissing Jun‘s mouth and biting lightly on his chin. “Breathe and relax. I won't move until you tell me to.”
Jun was feeling a strange burning and stretching that made it hard to breathe but he tried to focus on Satoshi’s calm voice and the insistent nibbling on his lips that urged him to allow his tongue entrance.
Parting his lips in response, Jun moaned as Satoshi darted his tongue inside, thoroughly and possessively exploring every millimetre of his sweet tasting mouth.
Jun reached up and wrapped his hands around the back of Satoshi’s neck tugging at his hair and spreading his legs wider, allowing Satoshi to slide in deeper before pausing once more.
Jun gazed into Satoshi’s warm brown eyes, almost breathless with desire. The discomfort was slowly receding, being replaced by need. He experimentally moved his hips slightly, amazed at the expression on Satoshi’s face that the tiny movement created.
“Please move. I think I'm ready,” Jun said before nipping at Satoshi’s bottom lip, enjoying his lover’s reaction as he lifted his leg and wrapped it around Satoshi’s waist.
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Satoshi had always thought that he’d been happily in love during his previous twelve year relationship. They got on well enough together, with very few arguments (not counting the spectacular screaming match on the night they broke up) and their lovemaking was quite satisfying in a comfortable fashion. But perhaps they had stayed together for convenience sake, his boyfriend entertaining strangers as a diversion (as he’d discovered later), while Satoshi locked himself away in his studio for hours at a time.
But as Satoshi felt Jun’s warm pliant body moving beneath him, he was almost overwhelmed by sensation. He now knew what true love actually felt like; it was as if he was awakening from a long sleep and all of his senses were going into overdrive.
Every movement, every tiny sound uttered by Jun, every gasp, even the scent of his heated skin made Satoshi almost lose his senses. Jun’s hard cock, the ridges of his rib cage, the soft flesh of his buttocks, his pouting lips dotted with beauty marks parted in ecstasy, the small puffs of air that blew into Satoshi’s face as he bent to kiss him over and over again combined to bring tears to his eyes.
Satoshi’s hips moved in a languorous rhythm, Jun echoing the movement with tiny answering thrusts of his own hips as if asking him to go deeper and deeper into the very core of his being.
“Jun, Jun, Jun,” Satoshi didn’t even know that he was chanting his name as he became lost in a swirling maelstrom of pleasure.
Jun raked his fingers down Satoshi’s back in an attempt to anchor himself; he felt as if he would fly away.
It was so very good, everything that he’d ever dreamt of and yet so much more. It was as if he was losing himself completely, his spirit merging with that of his lover, sending him into an almost trancelike state.
Satoshi seemed to know exactly where and how to touch him, experience gained in just a few minutes’ worth of exploration of his body before he entered him. The discomfort and strangeness of the first few minutes had soon been replaced by waves of sheer pleasure that reverberated through his entire body.
And when the head of Satoshi’s thick cock rubbed against a certain spot deep within Jun he found himself crying out with unrestrained passion before biting his bottom lip in an attempt to stifle the embarrassing noises coming from his mouth.
Satoshi pushed his finger into Jun's mouth, prying his clenched jaw open. "Be as loud as you like Jun. It makes me happy to know that you are feeling so much pleasure."
"It feels so good," Jun panted. "So very good."
Satoshi reached down between their bodies and took Jun's cock into his hand, firmly stroking the heated flesh in time with his thrusts. Jun flung his head back exposing his smooth neck, which proved to be an irresistible attraction to Satoshi who couldn't resist leaning down to lick the beads of sweat pooling in the dip of his collarbone, entranced by the sweet and salty taste.
"S-Satoshi...I feel like..I need to..."
Instantly understanding what Jun was trying to say, Satoshi said, "I know, my love, I know. You've been so very good and you can come any time you want."
The deep tone of Satoshi's voice and the constant rhythm of his hand on Jun's cock combined with the relentless snap of his hips was all too much for Jun and quite shortly after he was coming. His orgasm ripped through him, turning his vision to a white haze filled with dancing pinpricks of light.
Satoshi continued to thrust deeply into Jun's twitching body, kissing him deeply as he found his own release. He groaned almost painfully as he came, filling Jun with repeated jerks of his hips as he rode out his orgasm.
They collapsed together into an exhausted heap, the room suddenly silent apart from their quickened breathing and the rapid beating of their hearts.
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The next morning Satoshi stroked Jun's messy hair back from his face and pressed a series of light kisses over his eyelids and cheeks, gradually working his way down to Jun's slightly parted lips.
"Nrggh..." Jun mumbled and pulled the covers up over his head with a groan.
Satoshi laughed and nuzzled his face down against Jun's, pushing the covers back and ghosting kisses over the side of his neck. "Time for breakfast, or actually it's almost lunch time and you definitely should eat something."
Jun grumbled and reluctantly pried his eyes open, blinking at Satoshi who looked almost annoyingly chirpy and awake. He moved to sit up but froze and winced at the pain in his lower half.
Satoshi immediately put the tray of food down and moved to help Jun to sit, propping him up against a pile of pillows after rubbing the base of his spine soothingly.
"I have some painkillers here," Satoshi offered, handing them to Jun with a glass of juice. "You’ll feel better soon, I promise."
"It's a good sort of hurting," Jun said, stretching his limbs with a satisfied purr and looking up at his lover through lowered lashes.
“Don't even think about it,” Satoshi said with a chuckle. He lifted the tray and carefully placed it on Jun’s lap. “You’re already sore.”
“Spoilsport,” Jun pouted jokingly.
“There is one way to guarantee that you get this kind of treatment on a regular basis though,” Saroshi said, suddenly looking quite serious.
“Oh really?” Jun asked with a wry smile as he washed down the painkillers with a gulp of juice.
“Marry me.”
Jun coughed, almost choking on the tablets that seemed to be caught sideways in the back of his throat. “W-what?”
“Marry me and I promise to make you breakfast every morning and bring it to you in bed,” Satoshi said, snatching a slice of toast off Jun’s plate and taking a huge bite.
“Stop teasing me,” Jun said, angrily pushing the tray to the side of the bed. “It’s not funny.”
Satoshi realized his mistake and tried again.
“I’ve never been more serious about anything in my life,” he said calmly, taking Jun’s hand and tangling their fingers together. “I love you and can't picture my life without you as a part of it. You're my inspiration, my muse and the love of my life. Please let me love you and cherish you for the rest of my days.”
Jun could hardly breathe or think over the loud pounding of his heart which was racing uncontrollably as if about to burst out of his chest. He couldn’t recall Satoshi ever speaking so many words to him at the same time before, and especially not such strong words of love and assurance.
He reached out with his hand, surprised by how steady it was, cupping Satoshi’s cheek, rubbing his fingers over the light stubble, smiling at the sandpaper feeling under his fingertips.
It seemed as if every terrible and every wonderful moment of his life over the past year had led him to this place, this time, this kind and gentle man that he loved with every fibre of his being.
He smiled, tears spilling from his eyes and trickling down his cheeks as he nodded his assent. Once again words were unnecessary between them as Satoshi pulled him into his embrace, holding him as if he would never let go and Jun wouldn't have it any other way.
Genre: Romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or its members – this is a work of fiction.
Summary: Jun’s breathing quickened as Satoshi gently explored his body for the first time, his eyes closing as he surrendered himself to the sensations that Satoshi was creating within him.
Warning: This chapter contains over 2000 words of smut (but there is also some fluffy romance at the end).
Previously: CH 1, CH 2, CH 3, CH 4, CH 5, CH 6
Jun shivered as Satoshi slid out of bed, leaving him behind as he made his way to the bathroom, pulling his shirt off over his head as he went.
All of Jun's earlier confidence had evaporated the moment that Satoshi excused himself to go and fetch the supplies necessary if they were to go any further. He pulled the covers up tightly under his chin as he felt his erection deflating as nerves gnawed at his stomach.
Jun wanted this to happen, it was all he’d been thinking of for weeks, but now that it actually was happening he was paralysed with fear.
Satoshi looked equally as nervous as he returned, clutching a bottle of lube in his hand. “Jun, I'm sorry but I just realized that I don't have any condoms and there's nowhere I can get them from at this time of night.”
Even though Jun was scared, now that he'd made his decision he didn't want to wait any longer. “Um, do we have to use one?”
Satoshi frowned, “You realize what that means? It means that I will come inside you.”
Jun shivered once again, but this time because he found the idea oddly exciting. “I understand. I love you and trust you.”
Satoshi walked over and sat on the edge of the bed and stroked Jun’s cheek, “After I discovered that my ex was cheating on me I made sure to get tested and I haven't made love to anyone since then. So you don’t have to worry.”
“Then let's stop talking and just get on with it,” Jun blurted out louder than he’d meant to. This night wasn’t going the way that he’d always imagined it would at all.
Satoshi frowned, “Jun, I love you and I promise that I would never hurt you, but if you don't feel completely ready we can just cuddle and do this another time.”
Jun blinked and said, “Perhaps if you just hold me, I’ll relax a bit.”
Satoshi nodded and slid the lube under his pillow before rejoining Jun in bed.
He pulled Jun close and Jun happily snuggled against his side, resting his head on his shoulder and draping his left arm and leg over Satoshi’s body.
After some time Satoshi kissed the top of Jun’s head and stroked his fingers down Jun’s chest and side, tracing the scar that remained from his father’s attack. Jun flinched and tried to pull away.
“Jun? What’s wrong? Does it still hurt?”
“N-no. I just don’t want you to touch it …my side is scarred… and ugly,” Jun mumbled.
“Ugly? You’re beautiful, each and every part of you.”
Jun tugged the blanket down, fully exposing the red streak than ran in a curve across his ribs and around his left side. “When you look at this do you really think that it’s beautiful?”
Satoshi leant over Jun and once again caressed the scar with the tips of his fingers.
“This scar makes me appreciate every moment of every day that I get to spend with you. It reminds me that I almost lost you and that I am lucky to still have you in my life. I would rather have you in my arms with imperfect skin than to have lost you forever.”
Jun blinked back tears at Satoshi’s loving words. “S-Satoshi…I love you.”
“I love you too my beloved. Please let me show you how much?”
Jun nodded and reached out a trembling hand to touch the warm skin on Satoshi’s chest before allowing the older man to lay him back down on the mattress and press a series of soft kisses onto his neck.
Satoshi worked his way down Jun’s chest, nibbling and kissing the tender skin and when he reached the scar he traced the length of it with his tongue, showing Jun just how much he didn’t care that his skin was disfigured.
Jun’s breathing quickened as Satoshi gently explored his body for the first time, his eyes closing as he surrendered himself to the sensations that Satoshi was creating within him.
Satoshi moved at a slow pace enjoying every sigh and the slight hitching of Jun’s breath that indicated that he had found a sensitive part of Jun’s body. He made a mental note of the tiny mole on the side of Jun’s neck that made Jun shiver at the slightest nibble and the spot just below his ear that made Jun gasp out loud when licked.
Jun tentatively reached out and slid his hands over Satoshi’s body in return, stroking the hard planes of his muscles and clutching him tightly around the neck as if hanging on for dear life when the older man took his nipple into his mouth, sucking lightly on it and teasing it with the tip of his tongue.
“Jun, do you want me to continue?” Satoshi eventually asked, summoning all of the willpower he possessed to pull away from Jun who was panting and writhing under his touch, his cock once again fully hard and begging to be touched.
“Y-yes, please, please, I want you,” Jun gasped, his hips jerking reflexively up from the mattress as if to underline his need.
Satoshi slid down and positioned himself between Jun’s legs, soothing away Jun’s squeak of embarrassment with a series of kisses across his hip and belly.
As he felt a slick finger stroke across his entrance Jun’s whole body tensed and he flinched away. Satoshi hummed soothingly and kissed the ticklish skin of his inner thigh, making him giggle and squirm and somehow before he knew it, “Oh!”
“Is it okay?” Satoshi allowed Jun time to adjust to the feeling of his finger invading his body.
It wasn't painful, merely odd and Jun willed himself to relax, earning himself an encouraging murmur from Satoshi as he moved his finger very slowly and carefully in tiny thrusting movements.
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Jun was looking up at Satoshi with eyes so filled with love and trust that it made his own heart swell near to bursting with love in response.
Jun’s hips were raised up off the bed on two pillows making it easier for Satoshi to line his throbbing cock up with his well-prepared entrance. Satoshi carefully inched his way into Jun’s body, freezing when Jun gasped, clenching his fists and squeezing his eyes shut.
“Jun, if you try and bear down on me it will make it slightly easier,” Satoshi said, kissing Jun‘s mouth and biting lightly on his chin. “Breathe and relax. I won't move until you tell me to.”
Jun was feeling a strange burning and stretching that made it hard to breathe but he tried to focus on Satoshi’s calm voice and the insistent nibbling on his lips that urged him to allow his tongue entrance.
Parting his lips in response, Jun moaned as Satoshi darted his tongue inside, thoroughly and possessively exploring every millimetre of his sweet tasting mouth.
Jun reached up and wrapped his hands around the back of Satoshi’s neck tugging at his hair and spreading his legs wider, allowing Satoshi to slide in deeper before pausing once more.
Jun gazed into Satoshi’s warm brown eyes, almost breathless with desire. The discomfort was slowly receding, being replaced by need. He experimentally moved his hips slightly, amazed at the expression on Satoshi’s face that the tiny movement created.
“Please move. I think I'm ready,” Jun said before nipping at Satoshi’s bottom lip, enjoying his lover’s reaction as he lifted his leg and wrapped it around Satoshi’s waist.
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Satoshi had always thought that he’d been happily in love during his previous twelve year relationship. They got on well enough together, with very few arguments (not counting the spectacular screaming match on the night they broke up) and their lovemaking was quite satisfying in a comfortable fashion. But perhaps they had stayed together for convenience sake, his boyfriend entertaining strangers as a diversion (as he’d discovered later), while Satoshi locked himself away in his studio for hours at a time.
But as Satoshi felt Jun’s warm pliant body moving beneath him, he was almost overwhelmed by sensation. He now knew what true love actually felt like; it was as if he was awakening from a long sleep and all of his senses were going into overdrive.
Every movement, every tiny sound uttered by Jun, every gasp, even the scent of his heated skin made Satoshi almost lose his senses. Jun’s hard cock, the ridges of his rib cage, the soft flesh of his buttocks, his pouting lips dotted with beauty marks parted in ecstasy, the small puffs of air that blew into Satoshi’s face as he bent to kiss him over and over again combined to bring tears to his eyes.
Satoshi’s hips moved in a languorous rhythm, Jun echoing the movement with tiny answering thrusts of his own hips as if asking him to go deeper and deeper into the very core of his being.
“Jun, Jun, Jun,” Satoshi didn’t even know that he was chanting his name as he became lost in a swirling maelstrom of pleasure.
Jun raked his fingers down Satoshi’s back in an attempt to anchor himself; he felt as if he would fly away.
It was so very good, everything that he’d ever dreamt of and yet so much more. It was as if he was losing himself completely, his spirit merging with that of his lover, sending him into an almost trancelike state.
Satoshi seemed to know exactly where and how to touch him, experience gained in just a few minutes’ worth of exploration of his body before he entered him. The discomfort and strangeness of the first few minutes had soon been replaced by waves of sheer pleasure that reverberated through his entire body.
And when the head of Satoshi’s thick cock rubbed against a certain spot deep within Jun he found himself crying out with unrestrained passion before biting his bottom lip in an attempt to stifle the embarrassing noises coming from his mouth.
Satoshi pushed his finger into Jun's mouth, prying his clenched jaw open. "Be as loud as you like Jun. It makes me happy to know that you are feeling so much pleasure."
"It feels so good," Jun panted. "So very good."
Satoshi reached down between their bodies and took Jun's cock into his hand, firmly stroking the heated flesh in time with his thrusts. Jun flung his head back exposing his smooth neck, which proved to be an irresistible attraction to Satoshi who couldn't resist leaning down to lick the beads of sweat pooling in the dip of his collarbone, entranced by the sweet and salty taste.
"S-Satoshi...I feel like..I need to..."
Instantly understanding what Jun was trying to say, Satoshi said, "I know, my love, I know. You've been so very good and you can come any time you want."
The deep tone of Satoshi's voice and the constant rhythm of his hand on Jun's cock combined with the relentless snap of his hips was all too much for Jun and quite shortly after he was coming. His orgasm ripped through him, turning his vision to a white haze filled with dancing pinpricks of light.
Satoshi continued to thrust deeply into Jun's twitching body, kissing him deeply as he found his own release. He groaned almost painfully as he came, filling Jun with repeated jerks of his hips as he rode out his orgasm.
They collapsed together into an exhausted heap, the room suddenly silent apart from their quickened breathing and the rapid beating of their hearts.
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The next morning Satoshi stroked Jun's messy hair back from his face and pressed a series of light kisses over his eyelids and cheeks, gradually working his way down to Jun's slightly parted lips.
"Nrggh..." Jun mumbled and pulled the covers up over his head with a groan.
Satoshi laughed and nuzzled his face down against Jun's, pushing the covers back and ghosting kisses over the side of his neck. "Time for breakfast, or actually it's almost lunch time and you definitely should eat something."
Jun grumbled and reluctantly pried his eyes open, blinking at Satoshi who looked almost annoyingly chirpy and awake. He moved to sit up but froze and winced at the pain in his lower half.
Satoshi immediately put the tray of food down and moved to help Jun to sit, propping him up against a pile of pillows after rubbing the base of his spine soothingly.
"I have some painkillers here," Satoshi offered, handing them to Jun with a glass of juice. "You’ll feel better soon, I promise."
"It's a good sort of hurting," Jun said, stretching his limbs with a satisfied purr and looking up at his lover through lowered lashes.
“Don't even think about it,” Satoshi said with a chuckle. He lifted the tray and carefully placed it on Jun’s lap. “You’re already sore.”
“Spoilsport,” Jun pouted jokingly.
“There is one way to guarantee that you get this kind of treatment on a regular basis though,” Saroshi said, suddenly looking quite serious.
“Oh really?” Jun asked with a wry smile as he washed down the painkillers with a gulp of juice.
“Marry me.”
Jun coughed, almost choking on the tablets that seemed to be caught sideways in the back of his throat. “W-what?”
“Marry me and I promise to make you breakfast every morning and bring it to you in bed,” Satoshi said, snatching a slice of toast off Jun’s plate and taking a huge bite.
“Stop teasing me,” Jun said, angrily pushing the tray to the side of the bed. “It’s not funny.”
Satoshi realized his mistake and tried again.
“I’ve never been more serious about anything in my life,” he said calmly, taking Jun’s hand and tangling their fingers together. “I love you and can't picture my life without you as a part of it. You're my inspiration, my muse and the love of my life. Please let me love you and cherish you for the rest of my days.”
Jun could hardly breathe or think over the loud pounding of his heart which was racing uncontrollably as if about to burst out of his chest. He couldn’t recall Satoshi ever speaking so many words to him at the same time before, and especially not such strong words of love and assurance.
He reached out with his hand, surprised by how steady it was, cupping Satoshi’s cheek, rubbing his fingers over the light stubble, smiling at the sandpaper feeling under his fingertips.
It seemed as if every terrible and every wonderful moment of his life over the past year had led him to this place, this time, this kind and gentle man that he loved with every fibre of his being.
He smiled, tears spilling from his eyes and trickling down his cheeks as he nodded his assent. Once again words were unnecessary between them as Satoshi pulled him into his embrace, holding him as if he would never let go and Jun wouldn't have it any other way.
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Lovr it😍😍😍
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(it's crazy here at the moment :-/ )
These two are so sweet, and they finally took the next step! I love how tender Satoshi was and how he tried to make Jun's first time as good for Jun as possible. He was so attentive and caring, gentle and romantic. Also it's such an intense moment when Satoshi realizes that he is truly in love. These two really came a long way, I'm happy they are so deeply in love with each other <3
And then the next morning! OMG Satoshi! Love that he proposed - what he said was so romantic! I'm so happy for these two <3
Thanks so much for this update! Sad that the next one is the last :-(
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And yet somehow once I started Satoshi somehow took control of the situation and it all turned out quite well with hardly any input from me.
It was kind of awkward, but I figured that it would be awkward anyway, being Jun's first time and all.
I have no idea where that proposal came from either. That's what happens when you write when you're sick I guess.
Hopefully I should have the final chapter done by this weekend (germs permitting).
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(Anonymous) 2017-08-07 08:34 am (UTC)(link)no subject
Thanks for reading so far.
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And the propose at the end...! Can't wait to read next!!
Thanks for sharing! <3
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Thanks for reading, my friend.
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Satoshi is so sweet of Jun, treating Jun as gently as he could for his first time. That was such a lovely lovemaking and the situation was perfect for them. So good too <3
Awww just one chapter left... It's too soon... T-T
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Satoshi poured all of his love into that night and made sure that it was perfect for Jun.
One chapter to go. (If I can get my befuddled brain to write the necessary words.) Nino will make a very cute bridesmaid. Bahahah.
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They had a very rocky start but perhaps all of Jun's trauma made them even closer. Now they are sure of their feelings and ready for a life together.
Buy a new dress and some confetti to throw because you are invited to a wedding next time.
Thank you so much for reading 💜
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Thanks for sharing. ❤
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Thanks for reading <3
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