learashi: (Sakumoto hands)
[personal profile] learashi
Pairing: Sakumoto

Rating: This Chapter R

Genre: m-preg, romance, au

Disclaimer: This is entirely fiction, and couldn’t exist anywhere else but in my head.

Summary: Sakurai Sho has always achieved everything he's ever wanted in his successful business life. Why is it so different in his personal life? Sho has no idea that anything is even wrong with his marriage until he comes home one night and finds his young husband gone. Will he be able to find Jun and make things right between them again?

"No, Sho. You have to leave for work in a few minutes," Jun said, trying to pull away from his husband.

"But today might be the day."

Sho rubbed his erect cock against Jun's ass, pressing him forwards until he had to use his hands to support himself on the kitchen counter top.

Jun whined as he felt the thick length of his husband pressing into him for the second time that morning.

"Lets. Make. A. Baby." Sho punctuated his words with deep thrusts into his husband, rocking him forwards with each forceful snap of his hips.

It didn't take long for Sho to come, releasing his semen deep in Jun's body. He held himself inside for as long as possible, trying to maximize the chances of conception. He only pulled out when he realized that his driver would already be waiting outside. As CEO it would create a bad example if he was late for work.

"Bye, love. Go back to bed and think baby thoughts," Sho said as he fixed his trousers. He kissed Jun and shot out the door.

Sho didn't even register the tears trembling on the ends of Jun's long eyelashes as his husband pulled up his disarrayed clothing. But then he also hadn't noticed that Jun hadn't even gotten hard before he released inside him.

But when he arrived home late that evening to an empty house, and saw the letter in Jun's handwriting and the house keys sitting on the middle of the dining table, he definitely registered the fact that his husband had left him.


Aiba was beyond surprised when his former roommate at boarding school and best friend turned up on his doorstep with a bag in each hand and eyes that were red from crying.

"Jun? What's wrong?"

"It's Sho. He doesn't love me anymore," Jun replied, dropping the bags on the floor and looking at Aiba with eyes filled with a depth of sadness.

Aiba rushed to engulf him in a hug before pulling him inside the apartment.


Sho was beginning to get frantic. He had tried to find Jun, by looking in all of the obvious places, with no success. Jun's mobile was switched off, but Sho had left a series of increasingly angry messages on it anyway.

He'd finally fallen into a restless sleep at around three in the morning, filled with a mixture anger, disappointment and fear at Jun's sudden disappearance.

Unfortunately there was a meeting he couldn't avoid so he had dragged himself into the office, with a heavy heart and a determination to track his wayward husband down.

"Well, you look like crap. You look like you've been up all night. I bet Jun-san looks worse though, you dog."

Nino had been Sho's Executive Assistant and Personal Secretary for five years now and they knew each other intimately. There was nothing that Nino wouldn't dare to say to his employer and Sho treasured him for it. On most days, that is, but today was not one of those days.

"I'll ask you to keep your smart comments to yourself, unless you want to start looking for a new job," Sho snapped.

Nino glared at him with narrowed eyes before nodding and abruptly stalking out of Sho's office.

Sho wanted to kick himself. He had hoped that Nino might be able to tell him where Jun could be and now it would take some serious apologies on his part to get him back on his side.


Aiba tucked the blanket tighter around Jun before picking up his phone. His friend had burst into a flood of tears before falling into an exhausted doze on the sofa. It was time for his shift at the 24hr bakery he worked at, but he didn't feel comfortable leaving Jun alone in this state.

"I'm sorry Oh-chan, but I won't be in today. I'm looking after a sick friend." Aiba said as he walked into his kitchen to find something to feed Jun when he woke up.

Ohno Satoshi was the owner and Master Baker at Blue Fin Bakery, a strange name, but his love of fishing ruled everything in his life, even his choice of business name.

"That's fine Aiba-chan, Chinen won't mind working some extra hours. Can I do anything to help?"

Aiba had been rummaging through his refrigerator and cupboards while they were speaking and had come up empty handed. "I'm sure he'd love some of your famous curry buns, and maybe some chocolate cake? I have plenty of cheap beer to pay you with."

Ohno laughed and agreed to make the delivery when his last batch of bread was done. It was impossible to refuse Aiba. He was already going to say yes, even before the offer of free beer.


Ohno and Aiba were sitting on the floor in the living room stuffing their faces when Jun sheepishly emerged from the bathroom to join them. The shower had made him feel slightly more human and he'd managed to find some drops in his bag to take the redness from his eyes.

"Oh, I didn't know you had company..." Jun tried to retreat back to the bedroom.

"Ohchan isn't company. He's just my boss," Aiba said around a custard tart.

Ohno stood up to greet Jun, bowing slightly and gesturing to Jun to sit beside them. "Ohno Satoshi. Aiba.said you weren't well. I hope you are feeling better now?"

Jun nodded and joined them, placing a tiny quiche on his plate and refusing the beer that a grinning Aiba with pastry crumbs stuck to his lips, offered him.

"Excellent choice. It's a new recipe. This one here thinks it needs something extra, but I can't quite decide what it should be," Ohno said, pointing at Aiba.

"I think cayenne pepper would give it some zip," Aiba replied, before taking a slurp of his beer.

Jun took a tentative bite, his eyes widening in pleasure as the delicate pastry melted on his tongue. It was delicious, but perhaps, "Fresh basil?"

"That's exactly what it needs!" Ohno said, pulling out a scruffy notepad and a chewed pencil and scribbling some notes.

"You aren't by any chance in need of a job are you?" Ohno asked keenly. He was always on the lookout for new staff. Most of his employees were students from the nearby university and not known for their punctuality or reliability.

Aiba nodded vigorously, looking at Jun eagerly.

"Um, I'm not sure. Can I think about it over the weekend?" Jun was so confused at the moment about everything. He had no idea where he would even be on Monday at this stage.

"That's fine. Just come to work with Aiba on Monday if you want to," Ohno replied.

Jun tasted several more treats of Ohno's making, enjoying each of them. His baked goods were extraordinarily good.

Once the beers were drunk and the food eaten Ohno discreetly made his exit, allowing the two friends space to discuss the exact reason for Jun turning up on Aiba's doorstep in such a state of distress.


Aiba and Jun were both in Aiba's oversized bed. When they were at school they had often snuck into each other's beds at night to gossip, eat snacks and read manga by wavering torchlight. After arguing about who would sleep on the sofa and deciding that it wouldn't be fair on either of them they had fallen into their old comfortable routine even though they were both adults now.

The bed was more than large enough for them to be far enough away to not touch anyway, since Aiba had purchased the biggest bed that would fit in the available space. He hated to feel cramped when he slept and liked to stretch out his gangly limbs as far as possible.

But instead of keeping away, Jun was snuggled up against Aiba's side, tears once again flowing as he attempted to explain why he had fled from his comfortable life with the man that he loved.

"He stopped seeing me," Jun said with a sniff.

"Jun, I have no idea what you're talking about," Aiba replied confusedly.

"Sorry." There was a pause as Jun tried to get his thoughts into order. "He stopped seeing me as a person and started treating me like a baby-making device. He spends most of his time at the office and when he gets home late, he basically jumps on me, fucks me and then goes straight to sleep. I feel like an object, not like someone he is supposed to love. We haven’t made love in months, just had perfunctory sex with the purpose of getting me pregnant."

Aiba stroked Jun's hair, soothing him after his outpouring of emotions.

"Does he still love you? And more importantly do you still love him?"

"I love him with all my heart, but I just don't know if he still feels the same way anymore and the last thing I want to do is bring a child into that sort of situation. That's why I left now, before he succeeds in getting me pregnant. I want to be sure of his feelings before it's all too late. To be honest, I’m feeling suffocated. "

"Perhaps you should live here with me for a while and take Ohchan up on the job offer. You went from your parents' home to Sho's without having the chance to be on your own and experience life. And to be honest, I could do with some help with the rent. I can only work part time while I study and trust me; I need all of the study time I can get." Aiba gave Jun's hand a supportive squeeze as he waited for his reply.

"Don't be stupid. You will make the best nurse ever. You're much smarter than I will ever be. I'm the one playing house husband while you go to university," Jun replied, staunch in his defence of his only friend.

"So? Is that a yes? I don't want to seem like I'm encouraging the breakup of your marriage though."

"I'm not breaking up with Sho. I just think that we both need some space right now. Do you really think that I would be any good at working at the bakery? I've never had a job before."

"And that's exactly why you need one now. You need to learn how to be you; not just someone's son, or someone's husband."

Aiba's words stirred up a determination in Jun to do exactly that. If he was going to be happy in this life, he was going to have to find out exactly what he wanted from it.


Sho managed to get through the day on autopilot, his thoughts with Jun; worried that he wasn't somewhere safe.

The letter that Jun had left; written in his beautifully elegant handwriting had basically accused him of being a neglectful husband. Sho hadn't understood what Jun meant. Hadn't he provided him with every possible comfort? Jun hadn't been expected to lift a finger since their marriage. Sho had thought that they were happy together, and that Jun was as eager as he was to have a baby, but now it seemed as if he had been mistaken.

Nino walked into Sho's office with the same sour expression he'd worn all day after Sho's harsh words first thing that morning.

"If there is nothing more Sir, I'll be going, Sir. Unless you require anything else from me Sir?" Nino was an expert at speaking respectful words disrespectfully.

Sho sighed and rubbed his temples tiredly. "Nino, please stay. I need your help."

"With work?"

"With Jun."

"Jun? What did you do wrong?" Nino asked, taking a seat in front of Sho's large desk.

"Why do you assume that it's something I've done?"

Nino gave him a look that said it all. "Well, isn't it?"

"I don't know..."

"Why don't you just ask him?"

"I can't."

"Because you're too proud to?"

"No! Because he's left me and I don't know where he's gone. I need your help to find him." Sho paused as he tried to spit out the next word. "Please?"

"Okay. But if I find out that you did anything bad to him, then the deal is off."

"I understand, please just help me to get my husband back. I love him so very much," Sho voice cracked on those last words, but he was filled with determination. He was going to find Jun and bring him home, back to where he belonged.

Note: I hope this is OK. It was just a short chapter to dabble my toe in the water and gauge people's reactions. I promise that the next one will be longer. I must admit that I feel a bit weird about doing this again so soon, but the plot bunnies took over my brain and now here we are with another chaptered m-preg fic. And finally thanks to [livejournal.com profile] cielmelodies for letting me run the plot past you for a few tweaks. Plus a thank you to [livejournal.com profile] matsupie and [livejournal.com profile] southview for allowing me to tell you my troubles while I write.

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Date: 2017-03-07 10:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] matsupie.livejournal.com
interesting!!! you and your cliff hangers mom!!! but well done :) looking forward to the next chap :*

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Date: 2017-03-10 08:48 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
hugging my baby with all my might πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œ

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Date: 2017-03-07 11:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] itskimberlyjoy.livejournal.com
It was a yes from the moment I read the summary! Looking forward to this ❀️😚 Thank you in advance πŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌ

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Date: 2017-03-07 12:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] livejournal.livejournal.com
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Date: 2017-03-07 01:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ivenclaire.livejournal.com
Sho is quite awful in this chapter. Treating Jun like he's an object, but Sho being Sho, he probably doesn't realize he's doing it. I really look forward to the next chapters. I want to know how Sho would find Jun, woo him, and bring him home. Thanks so much for writing!

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Date: 2017-03-07 01:50 pm (UTC)
akhikaru: (sakurai-san)
From: [personal profile] akhikaru
Welcome back to the rock! *opens doors wide for you* We have stocked up recently, since, well, it seems both you and I will be here for a while xDDDDDD
Damn, this is... sad :(((((((( Kinda want to give Jun a million hugs... and send someone to (literally) knock some sense into Sho >:(
It seems there'll be angst, and I'm soooo ready for it, lmao!
AND WHY DID YOU LEAVE IT THERE D: I wish this part had been longer, tsk tsk!
Thanks for this! ^^

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Date: 2017-03-07 02:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] southview.livejournal.com
I just opened my LJ and voila~ why is there my name when I don't even do anything but to listen to your stories? XD But again, thank you for mentioning me, Le-chan~ *hugs*

And......... Here comes the jerk Sho *sighs* CAN'T YOU JUST MAKE JUN HAPPY FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL? TwT but I'm a masochist, I like to see Jun suffering >:) muahahahahaha *evil laughs*

And for millions of time, I love your Nino so much. The best assistant eveeeer and his smart mouth pfft. He dares to say "you dog" to his own boss? Such a risk taker. And the usage of "sir" sounds very rude and made me laugh so hard LOL.

I don't know if he actually have the right to say "I love him so very much" because his "love" is not the same page as Jun's "love". I know the plot but I'm still mad at Sho >:( ugh *death glares at Sho*

Anyways, good job Le-chaaaan~ β™‘β™‘β™‘

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Date: 2017-03-08 12:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] southview.livejournal.com
No worries, I'm glad that I could help no matter what it is ;) As what I said, I don't mind listening to your ideas or giving you ideas. At least my brain and imagination are not dead YET XD


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Date: 2017-03-07 02:46 pm (UTC)
leiva21: (juntoshiback)
From: [personal profile] leiva21
I was just going to ask you when you'll start posting this since you've mentioned this story to me before~ Yes more mpreg this wold has not enough mpreg XD
Okay, that's pretty messed up, I think the miscommunication between them is pretty much the problem here. They should talk (is an easy solution to suggest but hard to execute lols)
Looking forward to Jun in a bakery! XD

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Date: 2017-03-08 02:02 pm (UTC)
leiva21: (juntoshiback)
From: [personal profile] leiva21
I would love to be in that bakery just to ogle those ikemen <3
I couldn't write that story that starting to make me go crazy (since I'm already preoccupied with you-know-what) so I 'bribe' Hikaru to write it for me lols Thank goodness she's such a good sport XD XD XD

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Date: 2017-03-07 02:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cielmelodies.livejournal.com
<3 I want to know what the letter Jun left to Sho said. Also, it seems that Sho does feel some guilt right now... although, is this because he just wants Jun back to fuck and have his husband back, or because he really wants to apologize and fix things with Jun? >:3 Ah... Sho-chan. You fucked up big time, now, didn't you?

<3 <3 will wait for the next update :D

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Date: 2017-03-07 05:26 pm (UTC)
yukitsubute: (Junba winter hug)
From: [personal profile] yukitsubute
Oh, por Jun, he feels not loved? That's not good, I am sure they just need to talk about everything. THose stupid.

THanks for sharing <3

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Date: 2017-03-07 05:46 pm (UTC)
lilly0: (Sakumoto dark)
From: [personal profile] lilly0
Jeez, Sho! I mean, okay, it can happen to loose track of who you love sometimes, but you should never neglect someone to this extent! Giving Jun materialistic comfort is not the same as to show him your love and your appreciation. I could really feel Jun here and understand his decision. He loves Sho, but by the way Sho treats him as a childmaking-machine (not even caring if the sex is good for Jun too) he for sure has to believe Sho doesn't love him anymore...
I'm curious how this will continue. I guess Sho will search for Jun... and I wonder, is Jun already pregnant? I hope Jun will find his purpose too and find himself, that Sho will realize he was an idiot and win him back <3
Thanks for this. I'm already into it :D

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Date: 2017-03-07 06:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pluvie-27.livejournal.com
Interesting! It's have been so long for me reading mpreg fic. And you wrote with my fav pairing as the lead character!!! Moreover, they are married here. How can i'm not reading this???? Waiting for the next...

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Date: 2017-03-07 10:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sweetrose501.livejournal.com
i looooooooooooooooove this story even a bite more than No Love Match^^
it is sakumoto mpreg fic and their are married already oh girl ! you how to make sakumoto fans happy
(especially me).
i was sad and grumpy cuze i did not good in my exam even though it was easy (sigh)
you bright my day you and akhikaru & cielmelodies really really made my day so Thank you so much .
so back to the store i'm guessing jun come from rich family & he was spoiled that what i understand from
aiba sentence "And that's exactly why you need one now. You need to learn how to be you; not just someone's son, or someone's husband."
jun still young like 20 or 21 years old so he dose not have that experience in his life . (ohhh just imagine jun making muss in ohno bakery he will so cute durable covered by flour )
sho oh sakurai why can't you see that you are hurting our baby why can't be more sensitive with suronding
i hope he will find jun S.P.S & tell him that he love him to the moon

sorry for the long comment witting for the next^^

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Date: 2017-03-11 02:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] koi-choshi.livejournal.com
Poor Jun. I wonder if there's some misunderstanding here, that he's thinking that Sho only treats him as a baby-making machine. But okay, I am convinced that Sho is really treating Jun like shit lol

I think it's sad to find that Jun is a kind of person who has been pampered ever since. He's never had to work, and he's taken in by Sho. He had no outside experience. I hope this can also help him stand on his own. Well, waiting for the next chapter!

Thanks for this!

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Date: 2017-03-15 06:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jade-lil.livejournal.com

Can I hit Sakurai in the face? I want to.

Also, I swear I'm not so fond with mpreg but I'm giving this one a try just cause it's you.


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Date: 2017-03-31 03:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yuuki-73.livejournal.com
very interesting plot!!! they want to make a baby! you got my whole attention!


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