Don't Fall In Love
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learashiPairing: Jun/Ohno/Aiba
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi, only this smutty story.
Warning: Contains a threesome and lots of sex
Summary: Satoshi and Jun have an open relationship even though they have been together for five years. As long as they follow their own private set of rules everything is fine between them. But what happens when one of them accidentally falls in love with one of those random hook-ups?
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kitto_slutparty. Happy early birthday Ohno-san. What better gift could you ask for than Jun and Aiba at the same time?
It was still dark when Satoshi quietly slid out of bed, being very careful not to wake his lover. He had an early flight to catch or else he would have been tempted to linger in bed for much longer. The light from the bathroom illuminated Jun’s pale skin where he lay sprawled in the middle of their oversized bed.
Satoshi paused and then returned to the bed to pull the covers up over Jun’s naked back as there was a chill in the early morning air. After pressing a soft kiss on Jun’s shoulder he returned to the bathroom to continue his morning routine.
When he emerged fifteen minutes later Jun had moved to lay on his back, the covers in a tangle around his waist, his soft dark hair flopped down his forehead into his eyes.
With a fond smile, Satoshi once again bent down and adjusted the covers, used to dealing with his lover’s restless sleeping patterns. As he went to move away, two long arms snaked out and wrapped themselves around him, pulling his head down level with Jun’s as a sleepy voice mumbled, “Stay”. Warm lips were pressed to his temple as Jun nuzzled up against him.
“You know I would if I could,” Satoshi said as he reluctantly disentangled himself from Jun’s grasp, causing a disappointed whine to come from the figure on the bed.
“I’ll be back in ten days and I’ll bring you a present,” Satoshi said as he smoothed back the messy hair from Jun’s eyes.
“But I’ll be bored and lonely,” Jun said as he pried his eyes open to squint at his lover.
“Then you can always find someone to play with while I’m gone. Just remember our rules: be safe, be careful, and don’t fall in love.”
Jun nodded and looked up at him with eyes so big and wide that Satoshi found himself unable to step away from Jun’s beckoning arms and ended up having to catch a later flight anyway. As he sat on the plane afterwards the pleasant ache in his muscles reminded him that it was totally worth having to rearrange his meetings when he arrived.
***
Even though they had been together for almost five years and living together for four, they had kept an open relationship.
When Satoshi travelled on one of his many business trips for his family firm, he would find companions to fill in his lonely nights. Jun would do the same while he stayed at home awaiting his lover’s return.
These other encounters were fleeting and purely physical; a means to relax, safe in the knowledge that their bond was unshakeable. The lovemaking they experienced with each other was completely different to these one-night stands.
They’d met when Jun was only twenty and Satoshi had at first been worried about the fact that he was five years older, but Jun had offered him his virginity and his love with such confidence, determination and maturity that he had soon forgotten about the age difference.
Jun had been wary at first about Satoshi’s idea that they could still enjoy themselves with others, but it was because of Jun that he suggested it in the first place. Satoshi was uncomfortable with the idea that Jun had never had the chance to experience other people before they got together and didn’t want him to miss out on the freedom to try new and different things.
Jun had come around to the idea, at first just to please his lover but gradually he had begun to enjoy the excitement of it as well.
***
The day after Satoshi left, Jun woke up early and headed out on his usual jogging trail. He’d run the circuit so many times he could switch off his mind and allow his feet to find their own way while he listened to his favourite music.
What he wasn’t anticipating on this particular day was someone running in the opposite direction becoming distracted by a bird flying past and crashing into him at full speed.
They fell together onto the gravel path in a tangle of sweaty limbs. Jun found himself lying on his back, looking up into a pair of beautiful almond eyes that belonged to a handsome man who was resting all of his weight on his chest, making breathing rather hard.
“Oh, I’m so sorry. I was daydreaming,” the man said as he untangled himself from Jun and got to his feet, putting out his hands to help him up.
“Not a problem. I wasn’t looking where I was going either,” Jun said, wincing as the taller man gripped his hands and pulled him upright.
The stranger looked at him with concern in his warm eyes and turned Jun’s left hand upwards, revealing several deep scrapes in the heel of his palm with bits of gravel embedded in them.
“You’re hurt. Let me fix this for you.”
“It’s fine. I can do it myself when I get home,” Jun replied as he tried to pull his hand away from the taller man’s surprisingly strong grip.
“Don’t worry, I’m a doctor, not some crazy person looking for a chance to molest you,” the man replied with a wide smile.
“Ah, but you could be a crazy doctor and still molest me,” Jun said with a similar smile.
“The wound is full of dirt and gravel; if I don’t clean it straight away you could get an infection. I’m Aiba Masaki and really am a doctor and I promise not to molest you. Unless you want me to, that is.” Masaki said with an earnest expression followed by a suggestive eyebrow wiggle.
Jun couldn’t help but laugh at the other man’s words as he replied, “Okay then, my hand is in your capable hands and we can discuss the molesting part afterwards. My name is Matsumoto Jun, by the way, and I’d say I am pleased to meet you but under the circumstances…”
Masaki smiled widely and replied, “Well maybe I can change that if you give me a chance.”
Jun laughed once more as he followed the doctor to his car where he had a full first aid kit in the trunk.
***
Masaki treating Jun's hand led to coffee on a park bench, which led to a convenience store bento lunch under a shady tree in the same park, which led to Masaki being pressed up against the wall in a love hotel while Jun ravaged his mouth as they rutted their still fully clothed bodies desperately against each other.
Masaki thrust his hand down the front of Jun's tracksuit pants as Jun sucked lightly on the pulse point in his neck.
"Too many clothes," Masaki complained as he ran his hand over Jun's half hard cock.
"Too sweaty," Jun moaned as Masaki tightened his grip.
Somehow they managed to make it as far as the shower while removing each other's clothes, each unwilling to loosen their grip on the other.
Only when they were fully naked and standing together under the warm water did Jun notice Masaki's distinctive birthmark.
"Beautiful," Jun breathed, before he leant in and ran his tongue over the outline of the copper-coloured splash on Masaki's left shoulder.
To Masaki, everything was so surprising and out of character he could hardly grasp what was happening. He had never had sex with a complete stranger before; the only thing he knew about Jun was his name and the fact that he was doing sinfully good things to his body.
Completely overcome by lust, Masaki soon found himself laying spreadeagled on the bed, not feeling the slightest bit embarrassed to be exposing the most intimate areas of his body to Jun as he felt the tip of a well-lubed finger pressing lightly against his entrance.
"So tight," Jun murmured as he slowly slid his fingertip inside.
Masaki blushed as he realized that he couldn't even exactly remember the last time he'd had sex with anyone.
He couldn't help but clench tightly around Jun's questing finger as he felt the almost forgotten sensation.
Jun stilled the movement of his hand and began to pepper as much skin as he could reach with teasing nibbles and licks, successfully distracting Masaki long enough until he was able to fit two fingers inside.
Masaki couldn't hold back his moans. Jun was being so slow and gentle and it was turning him on even more.
"I guess it's been a while?" Jun asked as he slipped a third finger carefully inside.
“Too long," groaned Masaki, already feeling his orgasm building just from Jun’s nimble fingers.
Jun smiled as he flexed his fingers, hitting Masaki's prostate dead on and making him arch off the bed.
"Oh no you don't," Jun said as he gripped the base of Masaki's weeping erection with his other hand, making the other man whine with frustration.
"You aren't allowed to come unless I'm along for the ride," Jun said as he pulled his fingers out and slipped a condom over his own painfully hard cock and slicked it with lube. “Can I go hard?” he asked as he positioned the other man on his hands and knees before kneeling behind him and teasingly rubbing the head of his cock between his ass cheeks.
Just the thought of being taken hard made Masaki feel one step closer to coming. “Please stop worrying and fuck me already,” he begged.
Jun was more than happy to oblige as he slid steadily into Masaki’s twitching body, running a soothing hand along his side until he felt him relax around his cock. As soon as he felt the tension release Jun began to push into Masaki with short hard thrusts, jerking him forwards with the force he was using with each snap of his hips.
Masaki began to moan breathily and flung his head back, chanting unintelligible words under his breath as Jun increased the scope of his movements. All too soon Masaki’s back arched and he clenched around Jun’s cock as he came with a scream. Jun, feeling this, reached around to grab Masaki’s cock and prevent his orgasm but he was a fraction of a second too late.
Jun pulled slightly away from Masaki’s body and tightly gripped the base of his own cock as he breathed deeply, calming himself and preventing his own orgasm. He carefully withdrew before Masaki collapsed bonelessly on his back, his chest heaving as he struggled to catch his breath.
Sliding off the bed and standing at the side, Jun grabbed Masaki’s ankles and dragged him over to the end of the mattress, his legs dangling off the edge.
“Sorry,” Masaki panted, his entire body still buzzing from his high.
“Don’t be sorry,” Jun said as he lifted Masaki’s legs up and wrapped them around his waist. “It just means that I need to make you come again.”
“I don’t think I can,” an already sleepy Masaki whined. But his eyes snapped open as Jun thrust back inside his body and began to pump his oversensitive cock hard and fast using Masaki’s own cum as lubrication.
Tears leaked out of the corners of Masaki’s eyes as Jun continued to work on his cock. Much to his disbelief his cock was swelling once again despite the discomfort.
“There’s a good boy,” Jun said, full of praise, as he began to thrust in time with his hand movements.
Masaki groaned at the painful yet pleasurable sensation of his prostate being repeatedly hit by the blunt head of Jun’s cock at just the right amount of pressure and angle.
“Jun, please. I don’t think I can,” Masaki moaned, his body writhing, fists bunching the crumpled sheets as Jun picked up the pace.
“Yes, you can,” Jun ordered as he felt his own orgasm rapidly approaching.
With a flick of his wrist, Jun made Masaki scream his name as Masaki’s cum squirted over his own stomach and chest. After two hard thrusts, Jun tensed as he filled the condom with his own cum.
Jun carefully pulled an exhausted and dazed Masaki into a more comfortable position on the bed and gently cleaned his body.
He wasn’t normally into cuddling with anyone other than Satoshi, but when Masaki tugged him down to lay beside him he found himself giving in to the taller man’s entreaties.
“Can we do this again?” Masaki asked as he nuzzled Jun’s neck.
“Well, I’ll be good to go in a few minutes, but I don’t think I can make you come again for a while,” Jun joked.
“You know that’s not what I mean,” Masaki said as he slapped Jun’s thigh with as much strength as he could muster – which wasn’t very much after what Jun had just done to him, “I would like to see you again.”
Jun knew that if he agreed to this he would be putting himself in danger of breaking the rules that he and Satoshi had set at the beginning of their relationship. He knew that the sensible thing to do would be to refuse Masaki’s request and then leave immediately. Instead of doing that though, he somehow found himself curling up against Masaki’s warm body and agreeing to see him the next time they were both free despite the warning voice in the back of his head telling him that he was making a huge mistake.
***
The more Jun saw of Masaki the more he realized that he was falling for him.
They didn't even have sex every time they met. Instead of just going to a love hotel, they started going back to Masaki’s apartment after jogging together or having a meal. Sometimes cuddling on Masaki's sofa and watching a movie was enough.
Their relationship was rapidly developing into a boyfriend-type dynamic rather than that of casual fuck buddies.
Jun didn't wish to appear arrogant but he could tell that Masaki was feeling the same way about him in return. He knew that he would have to tell him about Satoshi and their relationship, but he was frightened of losing Masaki in the process.
That first day when they'd met at the park, Jun had believed that Masaki knew exactly what he was getting into when he agreed to accompany him to the love hotel. It was only later when he realized that Masaki hadn't had sex for a long time that he worried the doctor wouldn't understand what no-strings casual sex meant.
During the time that he and Satoshi had been together, they both had encounters with other people, but this was the first time that Jun had desired something more. It wasn't that he had stopped loving Satoshi; it was more that he had made room in his heart for someone else too. He knew that if given the chance, Satoshi would like Masaki as well. Who could resist this beautiful, good-hearted man?
Satoshi's greatest fantasy was to watch other men fuck Jun. It had only happened a couple of times before, and Jun hadn't been entirely comfortable on either of those occasions, but with Masaki he felt safe and comfortable enough to think of asking him if he would do it.
Somehow it felt as if he was betraying both men in his life by not being completely honest with either of them and the stress was starting to get to him. He knew that he was close to breaking one of the cardinal rules of his relationship with Satoshi and falling in love.
***
When Satoshi returned home, exhausted from a thirteen-hour international flight, he quickly showered and collapsed into bed after giving Jun a perfunctory kiss and immediately fell into a deep sleep. But Jun was determined to prove to himself how much he still loved and wanted Satoshi despite his growing feelings for Masaki.
When Jun went to bed several hours later, he figured that Satoshi had slept sufficiently to be recovered enough to be able to enjoy a little fun.
After untying his robe and tossing it onto the bottom of the bed, Jun slid his naked body in next to his lover before slipping under the covers. It was hot and stuffy beneath the blankets but he wanted to give Satoshi a surprise awakening.
He carefully teased Satoshi's cock out of the slit in the front of his boxers and took him into his mouth, enjoying the feel of the familiar weight on his tongue as it began to swell. Before long, Satoshi was awake and moaning while running his fingers loosely through Jun's hair as he thrust into his mouth. It only took Jun a few minutes more and a gentle scrape with his teeth along his lover’s hard length before Satoshi shuddered and came down his throat.
Jun's own cock was hard and throbbing as Satoshi reached down and pulled him up to the top of the bed, kissing him deeply and moaning at the taste of himself on Jun's lips.
"Welcome home," Jun said in between Satoshi's thorough kisses.
"That was quite the welcome home present," Satoshi said as pulled Jun tight against his body, feeling the outline of Jun's erection pressing against his hip through his boxers. "But it was naughty of you to wake me up when I need to catch up on my sleep. I'm afraid you will have to pay the price for that," Satoshi added in a voice that never failed to thrill Jun as he climbed out of bed and picked up the sash from Jun's robe. He roughly pulled Jun's hands up over his head and tied them together before fastening them to the rail at the head of the bed. Jun whimpered loudly in excitement which made Satoshi look at him disapprovingly as he took the loose end of the sash and stuffed it into Jun's mouth effectively muffling his cries.
"You realize that it will take me a while to get hard again," Satoshi said as he enjoyed the delectable view of Jun spread out on his back before him, hard cock resting on his stomach leaking slightly from the tip.
Jun's whole body felt as if it was on fire as Satoshi proceeded to tease him with his fingers and mouth, each time bringing him within a hairs breath of orgasming before backing off and waiting for his breathing to calm before working him up once again. Satoshi left his boxers on, his condom-clad erection poking obscenely out of the slit at the front knowing that Jun enjoyed the sight of what would be waiting for him if he obeyed his directions.
Satoshi instinctively knew when Jun had reached his limits and carefully removed the gag from his mouth before thrusting into him hard enough to make the bed protest. He loved listening to the filthy noises Jun made when he fucked him, getting an extra rush from knowing that he was the one responsible for them.
Jun's body was pushed further up the bed with each of Satoshi's rough thrusts, an uncontrolled wailing noise coming from him as he was jerked backwards with each snap of Satoshi's hips.
"Please touch me," Jun begged as he jerked his restrained hands in an attempt to free them.
Satoshi reached up and held Jun's hands still as he adjusted the angle of his thrusts, finally relenting and hitting Jun's prostate dead on and giving Jun what he wanted. "You're still being punished, so no touching allowed," he said as he lifted one of Jun's legs up over his shoulder and went even deeper into his lover's writhing body, continuing to thrust hard enough to make Jun see stars.
Jun screamed and his whole body arched off the bed as he came in shuddering pulses between their bodies. Satoshi continued to fuck into him throughout his orgasm before stilling as he came deep inside his body.
As Satoshi untied Jun's wrists and gently rubbed them, soothing away the red marks that Jun's tugging had created, he was suddenly clutched in a tight embrace as his younger lover squeezed him hard enough to force the air out of his lungs.
"I love you so much, Satoshi, and I always will," Jun whispered into the side of his lover's sweaty neck.
"Me too, my love. I really must go away more often if this is the kind of greeting I'm going to get from now on," Satoshi said as he kissed the top of Jun's head. He was concerned by the slightly desperate way that his lover was holding onto him but was too tired to process these thoughts as he drifted back off to sleep, Jun's warm breath puffing against the junction between his shoulder and neck.
***
Jun gasped as Masaki wrapped his arms around Jun’s chest, supporting him as he rutted against him from behind.
They had begun things in the shower and had intended to move to the bed, but things had progressed too quickly for them to make it that far. Jun’s hands were braced on either side of the bathroom doorway as Masaki thrust into him.
“M-Masaki, please make me come. I want to come,” Jun wailed.
Masaki bit the side of Jun’s neck as he lowered one of his hands and began to pump Jun’s neglected cock in a steady rhythm.
Jun could feel his knees trembling as heat pooled low in his stomach.
“Fuck, Jun, you feel so good,” Masaki breathed in Jun’s ear, “Come for me, baby.”
Jun cried out, his vision fading to black as his cum spilled onto the tiled floor. Masaki held him upright as he found his own release, his body jerking hard into Jun’s body as his own cum pumped into the condom.
Masaki continued to support Jun until he was happy that his legs could hold him up. When he was sure that the younger man was stable, he carefully withdrew his softening cock and disposed of the condom before he turned Jun for a kiss. In one swift movement he swept Jun into his arms and carried him to the bed; a task that was made more difficult by Jun wriggling and protesting the whole way.
Masaki had been having a bad day at work when Jun called suggesting that they meet at a love hotel near the hospital during his lunch hour. It was ultra-luxurious, with marble bathrooms and extra-large beds. It had sounded exactly what Masaki needed at the moment.
While Jun fell into a light doze on the bed, Masaki showered quickly, knowing that he needed to return to work within the hour. He ruffled Jun's hair and kissed him on the tip of his nose, “I have to get back to work. You stay and have a nice relaxing bath before you go. It will help with the soreness."
"Give me a second and I'll see you off," Jun said as he fumbled for his discarded boxers. "Otherwise you'll leave something important behind again," he added as he shuffled over to the door behind his lover.
Masaki's tie was completely sideways and as Jun reached up to straighten it, the doctor rested his hands on his shoulders and drew him into such a passionate kiss that it stole his breath away.
"I keep imagining what it would be like to have you do this for me every morning when I leave for work," Masaki said, hoping that Jun would respond favourably to his hint, amazed by his own boldness. He had often imagined what it would be like to wake up every morning with the younger man, but he was afraid of scaring him off since their relationship was still so new.
"I have a boyfriend and we live together," Jun blurted. He had never meant to tell Masaki like this, but the other man was hinting that he would be happy if Jun would move in with him and he could no longer cope with his feelings of guilt. The words had come out all wrong. He only hoped that Masaki would give him the chance to explain.
Time seemed to stand still as Masaki dropped his hands down from Jun's shoulders and took a step back as he tried to process what his lover was saying.
"And you're cheating on him with me? You must really hate us both," Masaki snarled.
"No, I love him, and I love you too," Jun said desperately as he reached for Masaki's hands. “All three of us could have fun together.”
“You disgust me.” Masaki said, pushing Jun’s hands away.
“It's not what you think. Please let me explain,” Jun begged.
Masaki felt as if he was on the outside, looking on from a distance as his fist swung forward and connected with Jun's cheek. As Jun crumpled in a heap, Masaki didn't even pause, simply walking away and not looking back.
It was only when he finished his shift at the hospital and he arrived home to his dark, empty apartment did he allow himself to sink to the floor as wracking sobs shook his body.
***
When Satoshi arrived home from work he knew that something was wrong. The apartment was in total darkness but he soon realized that he wasn’t alone.
Jun had been sitting in the dark, curled up in the corner of the sofa. He was wearing the oversized fuzzy sweater that had been knitted by Satoshi’s aunt who seemed to think that her nephew was twice as tall and twice as wide as he actually was. It was something that they shared between them depending on their moods.
Jun was sitting with his feet tucked underneath him so that he was completely engulfed in its comforting warmth, despite the fact that the evening was unseasonably warm.
“Jun? Are you unwell?” Satoshi asked as he felt Jun’s forehead checking for a fever.
“No.” Jun replied in an oddly rough voice as if he had been crying.
“Then what’s wrong?”
“I made a big mistake and I’m so, so sorry and I don’t know if you can forgive me. I broke one of our rules.”
Satoshi’s heart began to race uncontrollably as he took a seat near his lover, becoming even more scared when Jun edged slightly away from him.
“Jun?” Satoshi was seriously worried now as he noticed a bruise on Jun’s left cheek.
“It all went terribly wrong,” Jun repeated tremulously as if he was incapable of saying anything else, I broke one of our rules.”
Satoshi was instantly on the alert, running his thumb lightly over the mark on Jun’s cheek. He tried his best to keep his voice even, not wanting to scare his obviously traumatised boyfriend any further.
“What happened? Did someone hurt you? Did they force you to do something against your will? Because if they did…”
“No. It’s not like that. It’s all my fault,” Jun said, sitting up a little straighter so he could look Satoshi in the eye. “I – I fell in love. I didn’t mean to, but he – Masaki – just got under my skin.”
Satoshi said nothing even though he wanted to shout, rant, cry and throw up all at the same time.
“Do you still love me?” he finally asked.
An ashen-faced Jun replied immediately, “Of course I do. How could I not love you? You’re my world. It’s just that I love him too.”
It was a lot for Satoshi to take in. Although they had maintained their open relationship, he had always been secure in the knowledge that those encounters were nothing more than a physical release for the two of them.
“And he hit you?”
“It was my fault. I wasn’t open with him at the beginning. He didn’t know about you until today. I wanted him to meet you. I wanted you to watch the two of us together. I know how much it turns you on to watch someone else fuck me,” Jun said with a rueful laugh. “It was meant to be one of our games, but somewhere along the way I fell in love. So today I told him about our relationship and now he hates me and never wants to see me again,” Jun said before finally allowing his tears to fall.
Satoshi wanted to say that he personally thought that was a good thing, because he didn’t know what he would do if he met the man who punched his lover, but instead pulled Jun to him in a tight embrace, rubbing his hand soothingly along his back in an attempt to calm the flood of tears while silently cursing the man who had been the cause of so much pain.
***
"Jun, please try and eat a little," Satoshi begged as he took the phone from his hand and put it down on the table. He could see that his lover had been trying to call Masaki again.
"I ate earlier," Jun said, obviously lying as he listlessly pushed his food from one side of the plate to the other.
Satoshi guessed that Jun had lost at least five kilos since his breakup with Masaki. His hair had lost its shine, his skin was a ghostly white, and his lack of sleep had caused dark circles to form under his eyes. Satoshi had heard Jun crying in the shower many times when he thought that he couldn't hear him and it was breaking his heart.
He had told his father that Jun was unwell and that he wouldn't be available to travel for work until he was feeling better. His father readily agreed since he loved Jun like a son, even asking with concern whether he needed to find him a doctor.
It was a very kind and caring offer on his father's part, but Satoshi knew in his heart that there was only one doctor who would be able to make Jun better.
***
Masaki tiredly pinched the bridge of his nose and closed his eyes momentarily as he waited for his last patient of the day to arrive. Since his breakup with Jun, his life had seemed to consist only of work and sleep. All the fun and enjoyment in his life had ended when he had struck his lover after finding out that he was living with another man. To his great shame and guilt, he could still remember the exact feeling of Jun’s cheekbone on the knuckles of his right hand as he’d punched him in the face. Until that moment he had firmly believed that he could never be the kind of person who allowed their feelings to be translated into violence. The distraught look on Jun’s face before he’d walked out on him still haunted him. He just wanted the day to be over so he could go home to his empty apartment and lose himself to sleep, where if he was lucky he would dream of Jun and the feeling of their bodies interlocking and the warm feeling of his lips roaming over his body.
He was startled from his thoughts as a man was ushered into his office, and after a quick glance at the notes told him that he had never treated him before, he rose to greet him.
A well-dressed man, who looked to be around thirty, entered the room, his soft fluffy-looking dark hair was perfectly styled and his lightly tanned face had slightly chubby cheeks that belied the slenderness of his body. It was his eyes which attracted Masaki’s attention though. Under sleepy-looking lids, they were sharply alert and an arresting shade of brown.
“Ohno Satoshi?
“Aiba-sensei, I’ve been wanting to see you for quite a long time,” the man said in a strong and calm voice that belied his small stature.
“Oh, do you have a medical concern?”
“I have a concern, but it’s not for me. It’s my boyfriend that I’m deeply worried about. You see, a couple of months ago someone punched him in the face and then refused to see or speak to him ever again.”
Masaki turned pale and his throat moved convulsively as he swallowed nervously, “Jun?”
Satoshi’s eyes glittered with barely concealed anger, “Yes, Jun. Since then he’s been very depressed; so much so that I’m worried about his welfare. He loved you so much and you refused to even give him a chance to explain our situation properly. Instead you hurt him and then ran away.”
All at once Masaki’s legs weren’t strong enough to support him any longer as he collapsed heavily into his chair and rubbed his hands tiredly over his face. “You are the man he told me about? The one that he lives with?”
Satoshi nodded in confirmation.
“And you don’t mind that he has sex with other men?” Masaki asked angrily.
“Perhaps this isn’t the right place to discuss this,” Satoshi said quietly.
“Who says that I even want to discuss this with you at all?”
“Jun was convinced that you loved him back, but if you aren’t willing to try and help him now when he’s in pieces, then maybe he’s better off without you after all.” Satoshi said as he rose from his seat and headed for the door.
“No. Wait.” Masaki said as he grabbed Satoshi’s arm to prevent him leaving, “I’m finished for the day. We can go for a drink and perhaps you can explain things to me. I didn’t really give Jun the chance to explain that day.”
***
The bar that Satoshi took them to was small, dimly lit and almost empty at that time of day. They took their drinks to the far corner where the chances of being disturbed were lessened.
Masaki fidgeted nervously in his seat, not quite sure why he had even agreed to this in the first place except for the lingering feelings in his heart for the only man he had been close to for years.
“How can you be happy to allow your boyfriend to fuck other men?” Masaki asked after taking a gulp of his drink.
“Allow? Jun isn’t my possession,” Satoshi said with a sharp look at the other man. “Just because you love someone doesn’t give you the right to own them. We decided long ago to have an open relationship, one that doesn’t necessarily conform to your obviously high moral standards but one that works for us.”
“I’m sorry. That was rude of me. I guess I’m just trying to understand. What would I know about relationships anyway? I hadn’t even had a boyfriend for three years before I met Jun,” Masaki said bitterly.
As Masaki sat waiting for a response, he felt Satoshi looking at him speculatively. He could see why Jun found him so attractive. Even though he was a small man, his presence was powerful and his gaze was hypnotic.
“It is Jun’s fault as well,” Satoshi finally conceded. “He was never supposed to fall in love, but there seems to be something about you that he can’t resist. He should have been more open and honest with you from the start so that you could have made an informed decision about what you were getting yourself into.”
Masaki was surprised that the businessman could admit that his lover wasn’t faultless in this whole mess.
“You said that Jun is suffering because of this? Because of me?” Masaki asked, not really sure if he wanted to hear the answer to his question.
“I know that he loves me and we’re perfectly happy together, but since you’ve been gone, the light has gone out of his eyes. He refuses to eat properly and he won’t leave the apartment unless I practically drag him,” Satoshi said softly. “When he thinks I’m not looking he looks so sad and small; like he’s shrinking into himself and it hurts me to see him like that.”
Masaki felt a physical pang in his chest at those words. When they had been seeing each other, Jun had always seemed so sure of himself. “What do you suggest we do?” he asked.
“I’m not sure how you’re going to take this, but the only solution I can come up with that will make all three of us happy is for you to join the two of us in our relationship.”
“What?”
“We both love Jun, right?”
Masaki nodded slowly.
“And Jun loves us both too?”
“Perhaps, but I don’t even know you.”
“And I don’t know you either, but I love Jun enough to be willing to try.” Satoshi said before downing the rest of his drink and standing to leave. He slid a piece of paper across the table towards Masaki. “That’s my number. Think hard about what you really want. I personally think that the three of us could work well together in time.”
“And Jun?”
“I won’t tell him anything until you let me know if you’re willing. I don’t want to give him false hope and upset him all over again if you decide against the idea. I don’t think that he could take the disappointment.”
***
The next few days were torture for Masaki. Satoshi’s words were replaying themselves in an endless loop in his head.
After their conversation in the bar, he had taken a long hard look at himself and the life that he had been living for the last few years and the overall conclusion that he had reached was that he led a lonely and solitary existence. His life consisted of work and very little else. When he had chosen to be a doctor, he knew that he would have to sacrifice his free time while studying but now that he was qualified and in a steady job he still had no life outside work.
Even though he was younger than Satoshi, he felt like a boring middle-aged man in comparison.
The prospect of seeing Jun had made him get out of bed in the morning filled with happiness. The younger man’s infectious smile had instantly lightened his mood whenever they met, no matter how stressful his day had been at work.
He could understand why Satoshi was happy to work so hard if he had Jun to come home to every night.
The vision in his mind of Jun welcoming him home with a kiss was like a warm beacon leading him to the right decision. And if Jun loved Satoshi, then perhaps he could learn to love him too.
He picked up his phone and dialled the number that Satoshi gave him at the bar. “I accept. Tell me what we do now.”
***
The three of them met in a café and Masaki was saddened and worried by how thin and pale Jun looked when he walked in with Satoshi – lightly holding onto his arm as if he needed support to stay upright. Satoshi pulled out a chair for Jun and made sure he was comfortably settled before taking his own seat beside him. Jun immediately clutched his lover’s hand tightly as he looked at Masaki for the first time since their breakup.
“Jun, I’m so sorry for what I did. Can you forgive me?” Masaki asked.
Jun didn’t speak at first; merely reaching over the table and touching Masaki’s hand lightly with his fingertips as if he wanted to check that he was real. The doctor instantly entwined his fingers with Jun’s, relishing the feeling of his warm skin next to his.
“Of course I can. I’m sorry too. I should have been more honest with you.” Jun replied in a soft voice as a smile slowly spread across his face.
Satoshi and Masaki were frightened by the immediate future for them all, but seeing the fragile smile on Jun’s face made them both determined to try and make things work.
***
Things started off slowly between Masaki and Satoshi. Under Jun’s benevolent direction, they began getting to know each other over a series of chaste dates, meeting for coffee or dinner whenever their busy, conflicting schedules allowed.
When Satoshi left on his next business trip, Jun visited Masaki’s apartment where they spent hours reacquainting themselves with each other’s bodies and making leisurely love to each other. It was even better than they both remembered, since they now allowed their love for each other to show in their actions.
Jun was delighted when Satoshi confessed that he desired Masaki and he was even happier still when Masaki told him that he felt like he might be falling for Satoshi in return.
It was with a hopeful smile, a kiss and a hug for each of them and a more then embarrassing present of a gift bag full of condoms and lube that Jun waved them off with for a weekend away with just the two of them.
***
The cottage they went to had been owned by Satoshi's family for many generations and was beautiful in the extreme.
"Exactly how rich are you?" Masaki asked as he gazed around the exquisite garden which even contained its own private swimming pool.
"This belongs to my family, not me personally, but I guess you could say that I am comfortably well off," Satoshi said modestly. "My biggest regret is the amount of time I'm away working, but I want to do my best for my father and our firm. I worry about Jun being left at home all alone while I'm away and that's one of the reasons that I encouraged him to find some companionship. But obviously that backfired on me when he found you."
"I'm sorry."
Satoshi lifted his hand and gently brushed his fingers over Masaki's cheek. "Stop apologizing. If he hadn't found you then we wouldn't be here together now and I wouldn't be able to do this," he said as he ran his fingers through Masaki's smooth light brown hair and pulled his face down to his for a delicate kiss – the first one that they had shared.
Masaki felt a shiver run down his spine as their lips met. He had always believed that it was only possible to love one person at a time but after just one kiss he could feel his views wavering.
Jun had arranged for dinner to be delivered from a highly-rated local restaurant and made sure that the caretaker had stocked the kitchen with groceries and drinks before leaving the couple alone together in the cottage for the weekend.
After a perfect meal, they decided to test the water in the pool, taking the last of the wine with them. The dark sky was studded with bright pinpricks of light as the stars shone down on them while they slowly removed their robes.
Both of them were pleased with what they saw as their bodies were revealed. Satoshi's body was surprisingly muscular in comparison to Masaki's long, slender limbs.
"How do you find the time to get a body like that?" Masaki asked, admiring the muscles in Satoshi's arm as he passed a glass of wine over to him.
"I spend a lot of time in hotels that have gyms. I like to exercise when I travel to offset the amount of time I spend sitting in planes."
"May I?" Masaki asked as he reached out to squeeze a hard bicep.
Satoshi nodded and felt his whole body relax as Masaki ran a smooth hand admiringly over his chest and upper arms.
Their eyes locked and they both moved as one, leaning closer as their lips met in a searing kiss. This one was completely different to the one they had shared earlier. Soft flesh met in a teasing dance as they nibbled and sucked on each other’s lips. Satoshi ran his tongue across Masaki's bottom lip, seeking entrance to his mouth, which Masaki happily granted. There was no urgency in their movements as they slowly explored what gave the other pleasure.
The warm water combined with the languid summer air made them feel relaxed and comfortable in each other's arms. Soon their erections were rubbing against each other as they floated together in the private pool. Masaki had his legs wrapped tightly around Satoshi's waist as the older man squeezed and caressed the globes of his ass, making Masaki groan and whisper, “I want you."
The sweetly-scented grass made a soft bed for Masaki to lie on as Satoshi fetched a condom and lube from the pocket of his robe. He wanted everything to be perfect for Masaki and he had correctly guessed that the romantic approach would be best for this first encounter between them. Not only was he desperate for this to work out for Jun's benefit, but he also wanted to convince the doctor that a relationship between the three of them was something that he genuinely wanted as well. Just as Jun had told him months earlier, there was something completely irresistible about Masaki that made Satoshi want to own a piece of his heart as well.
Satoshi took his time gently opening Masaki's body, delighting in the vision of the taller man arching his back and sighing with pleasure as his fingers worked their way ever deeper inside him.
When their bodies joined together as one, Satoshi noticed the differences between Masaki and Jun. Jun was soft skin stretched over hard muscle, large, expressive eyes and a steely determination to get what he wanted. Masaki was all slender limbs and sharp angles, full of breathless giggles and a desire to please.
Masaki dragged Satoshi away from his thoughts as he wrapped his long legs around Satoshi’s waist and pulled him flush against his body. Satoshi bent down and captured Masaki's plump lips as the doctor jerked his hips up to meet his thrusts.
Satoshi was taken off-guard as Masaki began to squeeze his cock every time he plunged it fully into his body.
"M-Masaki, stop that or you'll make me come."
"But you go all kind of cross-eyed when I do it which makes it really fun," Masaki replied with a laugh.
Satoshi couldn't help but join him and laugh as well as their lovemaking turned into a mixture of sex, laughter and wrestling.
Later that night as he watched Masaki sleeping peacefully in the bed beside him, he realized that he had already fallen in love with him and desperately wanted him to bring his own special blend of humour and warmth into his and Jun's relationship.
***
"I know that it's probably too soon, but please consider moving in with us," Satoshi asked as he dropped Masaki back at his own apartment. If the idea makes you uncomfortable, we can buy a new place and start entirely from scratch."
"You would do that for me ?" Masaki asked, searching Satoshi's eyes for reassurance.
"Jun loves you and I am falling deeper in love with you every day. We will do whatever it takes to make you happy and feel like an equal member of this partnership. Just because Jun and I found each other first doesn't mean that we love you any less."
Masaki could only see sincerity, honesty and love shining in Satoshi's eyes. All he had to do now was have the courage to make the best and right decision for them all. "I need time to think," was all he said as he climbed out of the car.
"We will wait as long as it takes, and if you say no then we will abide by that decision as well," Satoshi said before he drove away.
***
There was a loud knock on the door and much to Jun’s surprise Masaki was standing there surrounded by boxes and bags.
“Masaki? Does this mean…?”
“I’m in. I don’t know how you two managed to do it but it seems that I am in love with the pair of you. As long as you agree with my two rules,” Masaki said with a grin.
“And they would be?” Jun responded with a smile of his own as he edged closer to the taller man.
“One – we all get tested, because if I’m in a relationship with someone I want to experience them completely,” Masaki said in a tone of voice that sent shivers down Jun’s spine.
“Oh, we can definitely go along with that,” Jun said, moving close enough to Masaki to breathe the words up against his lips. “And the second?”
“No more playmates. I want it to just be the three of us in a committed relationship. I don’t want to share either of you with anyone else.”
“Greedy,” Jun murmured as he buried his nose in Masaki’s softly scented hair, before bending down to pick up some of his bags and carry them inside.
Masaki picked up some more of his belongings and happily followed Jun into his new home.
***
When Masaki was settled into the spare room, he joined Jun on the sofa.
"Are you sure about this?" Jun asked as he handed him a celebratory flute of champagne.
"Completely sure. Don't worry, Jun; I want to be with the both of you. I won't walk out on you again."
"I actually meant about sleeping in the spare room, not about your commitment to this relationship, but it was nice to hear it," Jun said with a laugh.
His laughter proved to be infectious and Masaki was soon giggling right along with him. They were still in a silly mood when Satoshi arrived home and he soon found himself being pulled into a tangle of limbs and laughter on the sofa by the pair.
***
It was such new and unexplored territory for Masaki; he had decided to keep his own space at the beginning when he first moved in. Jun and Satoshi had been very understanding, fully aware that sometimes he felt overwhelmed and slightly claustrophobic when sharing a bed with two other people who were used to each other's sleeping habits. When Satoshi was away, Jun joined him in the spare room, laughing as they cuddled together in the small bed.
By mutual agreement it was decided that they wouldn't have sex together until they got the all clear from the tests that Masaki had done on them all in the first week that he moved in. They all wanted their first time as a threesome to be something beautiful and meaningful, marking the commitment they were making to each other.
They soon settled into a comfortable and surprisingly routine domestic arrangement. Satoshi worked long hours and Masaki irregular ones, but Jun was always there, making sure that they were well looked after and cared for in his own special and surprisingly gentle way.
It was only early days, but it seemed to all three of them that their relationship stood a strong chance of success.
***
If Satoshi had been surprised to arrive home a month earlier to find that Masaki had moved in permanently, it was nothing in comparison to when he arrived home from his latest overseas trip carrying an armful of presents for his two lovers.
On the dining table were two open letters containing Masaki and Jun's test results, beside them was a still sealed latter addressed to him. Jun and Masaki's results were both negative and when he slit open the envelope and read its contents, as expected, his were too.
Next to the paperwork were two recently used wineglasses and a third containing a deep ruby purplish-coloured wine. He picked it up and took an appreciative sip as he headed towards the master bedroom, where there was a faint light showing underneath the closed door.
Illuminated by the warm light of a dozen candles, Masaki and Jun were stretched out on the bed, still fully clothed but obviously in the middle of a heavy make-out session. Their eyes were glazed as their hands explored the smooth skin hidden underneath each other’s clothes. Masaki's hand was down Jun's jeans, obviously already stretching his opening as Jun panted into his mouth while kisses were exchanged.
There was a chair placed at the end of the bed, set up for his enjoyment as its position provided a perfect view of the activities taking place.
When he took his seat, the other two disentangled themselves from each other and came to kneel at his feet.
"What would you like us to do?" Jun purred as he ran his hand teasingly over Satoshi’s crotch.
"I want to watch Masaki fuck you and then I want to fuck you too," Satoshi replied as Masaki's hand joined Jun's in squeezing his dick through his trousers.
"I think that sounds like a plan," Masaki readily agreed as he unzipped Satoshi's fly, freeing his rapidly swelling cock.
Jun kissed both men in turn without saying a word, his pupils darkening with arousal at the prospect.
"Jun, is it ok if we both come inside you?" Satoshi asked as he stroked Jun's cheek and swiped his thumb across his plump lower lip.
Jun moaned softy as he nodded and drew his older lover's thumb into his mouth, suckling on it as Masaki licked the tip of Satoshi's cock before engulfing it in his mouth.
Satoshi bent down and kissed Jun, slipping his tongue into his mouth and softly stroking his silky hair before releasing him so he could join Masaki in lavishing his attention on his now fully erect cock.
His two lovers began sucking and licking his shaft, their tongues sliding up each side in unison and meeting at the tip in a filthy kiss.
Satoshi combed his fingers through their hair, holding their faces down onto his cock as they alternated taking him down their throats, sometimes pausing to kiss each other, his precum glistening on their lips.
He wanted so badly to come on their faces, marking them both as his own, but there was a long night ahead, so when he felt his balls drawing close to his body he pulled them away by their hair and directed them to move to the bed.
They proceeded to slowly undress each other, taking their time, kissing deeply as they savoured the taste of Satoshi in each other's mouth.
Licking, sucking and biting lightly on skin as it was exposed, they made sure to put on a good show for Satoshi who had slicked himself with lube and was stroking himself slowly as he watched them perform for his benefit.
Masaki sucked gently on Jun's cock as he resumed carefully working him open. Satoshi's cheeks flushed as he watched Masaki press three fingers slowly into Jun's hole, drawing forth a series of panting moans as Jun bit his lower lip, trying to relax into the movements.
"How do you want us positioned?" Masaki asked as he lazily pumped Jun's cock, crooked his fingers and pressed against his prostate, making Jun jerk off the mattress and cry out.
Satoshi stood and left his viewpoint, moving over to join the pair on the bed, stripping off his clothing as he walked.
"Jun? What do you want us to do to you?" Satoshi asked as he brushed the sweaty hair away from Jun’s forehead holding Jun’s hands above his head and pinning them down before he nibbled his way down Jun’s long smooth neck as Masaki worked his way up to join him, sucking lightly on Jun's collarbone on the other side.
"I don't care. Please just fuck me." Jun begged as he wriggled his hands out of Satoshi's grip and took a cock in each, wrapping his fingers around them loosely, enjoying the feel of velvet soft skin wrapped around a steely hardness as he stroked them with alternating movements.
The two older men moaned and leant together over Jun's head, kissing and fondling each other as they thrust into his hands. Satoshi pulled away after a few minutes and made Masaki sit with his back propped up against the head of the bed before guiding Jun over to him.
Masaki gripped the base of his cock, holding himself steady as Jun slowly lowered himself onto it. Satoshi bent down, watching closely as the long and slender length disappeared into Jun's body. He didn't think that it was possible to get any harder than he already was but the sight was enough to send even more blood pumping into his erect member.
Masaki gripped Jun's ass and began to help him slide up and down his cock, spreading the cheeks wide apart to allow Satoshi the best view as Satoshi lay back at the foot of the bed, pumping his cock slowly in time with the undulations of Jun's hips.
Soon Masaki was thrusting up hard as he held Jun's hips tightly, jerking him up and down with each thrust.
"Harder!" Jun begged as he ground down onto Masaki's lap.
The doctor was happy to oblige as, with Satoshi's help, he lifted Jun off his cock and flipped him over onto his back.
All three were breathing heavily as Satoshi folded Jun's knees up, allowing easier access to Masaki who knelt down and plunged back into Jun again. Satoshi helped lift Jun's legs over Masaki's shoulders as the taller man raised Jun's hips and began to fuck into him at a relentless pace.
Satoshi licked at Jun's lower lip asking for entrance. Jun opened his mouth wide, allowing Satoshi to suck on his tongue as Satoshi reached down and began to jerk Jun off in time with Masaki's thrusts.
"I'm gonna come," Masaki cried as his hips faltered, jerking erratically as he pumped his seed into Jun's willing body, cum dripping out around his cock as he continued to thrust through his orgasm.
Jun wailed and came as he felt his body being filled with spurts of hot liquid, his cum fountaining over Satoshi's hand.
Masaki carefully withdrew, both he and Satoshi fascinated by the sight of his cum sliding down Jun's ass onto the bed as Jun lay with his eyes tightly shut, his whole body still twitching with pleasure.
Satoshi was so hard and desperate to find relief. "Jun, is it okay if I fuck you now?"
Jun, who was having trouble forming words hummed in agreement, nodding his head slowly. Masaki leant over him, sucking lightly on one of his nipples before helping Satoshi carefully turn Jun over onto his stomach and pulling his ass up into the air.
They propped some pillows under his hips and made sure that he was comfortable. Masaki kissed his nape and licked his way down his spine, biting softly at his ass cheeks as Satoshi slicked himself with more lube.
With a sigh of relief, Satoshi pressed slowly into Jun's body, stilling his movement when he bottomed out. It was hard not to come immediately as the tight heat embraced his length. Jun groaned as he was filled once again. His older lover's cock was shorter but much thicker than Masaki's and made him feel stretched out even though he had been fucked once already.
As Satoshi began to move he realized that Masaki's cum was providing extra lubrication, making it easier to slide into Jun's body but also producing filthy squelching noises with each snap of his hips.
Jun whined weakly as Satoshi picked up the pace of his thrusts, his body jerking bonelessly with each movement. His ass looked so tempting as the flesh vibrated with every snap his lover's hips that Masaki couldn't resist reaching out slapping one of the fleshy mounds leaving a red handprint on the skin. Jun jerked and moaned "Again!" his cock stiffening at once.
Masaki found that as he repeatedly slapped Jun's ass, Satoshi's eyes darkened and he increased the force of his own movements, growling deep in his throat, the sound causing Masaki's own cock to swell as well.
Before long Jun screamed, arching his back and coming once again into the pillows holding him up. Satoshi came immediately as if he had been waiting for Jun to come first, filling his ass for the second time that night.
After that, things became blurry for Jun as he was overtaken by overwhelming exhaustion. He vaguely felt his body being lifted as he was carried to the bathroom and washed down with warm water. And then he was being lifted again and gentle hands massaged cream into his back as he was placed in bed before he was tucked into clean sheets that smelt of sunshine and kissed on the forehead by two sets of lips. Two different voices murmured "I love you" as he drifted into a deep sleep.
Masaki and Satoshi looked down at Jun, already asleep in a comfortable nest of pillows, his lips red and slightly swollen, and his hair messy around his face, a look of complete contentment on his face.
Masaki knew that Jun would be very stiff and sore when he woke up and had already left two painkillers and a glass of water for him at a handy distance.
"You were hard again," Satoshi said quietly as he moved Masaki over to sit down on the chair that was still at the end of the bed.
"It's fine. We both made Jun happy and that's what's important," Masaki replied.
"No. I told you once before we must all be equally important in this relationship otherwise it's not going to work," Satoshi said as he knelt between Masaki's legs and sucked his cock into his mouth.
Jun was woken some time later by muffled moans and creaking noises coming from the foot of the bed. By the light of the few candles that were still burning, he could see Masaki fucking into Satoshi who was bent over gripping the back of the chair. Too exhausted and sore to stay awake and watch even though he desperately wanted to, Jun took the painkillers that Masaki had left for him and succumbed to sleep once more.
There was no hurry, he would have plenty of opportunities to watch in the future – this was only the start of their lives together.
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi, only this smutty story.
Warning: Contains a threesome and lots of sex
Summary: Satoshi and Jun have an open relationship even though they have been together for five years. As long as they follow their own private set of rules everything is fine between them. But what happens when one of them accidentally falls in love with one of those random hook-ups?
Notes: This was written for
lover_youshould at kitto_slutparty. Happy early birthday Ohno-san. What better gift could you ask for than Jun and Aiba at the same time?It was still dark when Satoshi quietly slid out of bed, being very careful not to wake his lover. He had an early flight to catch or else he would have been tempted to linger in bed for much longer. The light from the bathroom illuminated Jun’s pale skin where he lay sprawled in the middle of their oversized bed.
Satoshi paused and then returned to the bed to pull the covers up over Jun’s naked back as there was a chill in the early morning air. After pressing a soft kiss on Jun’s shoulder he returned to the bathroom to continue his morning routine.
When he emerged fifteen minutes later Jun had moved to lay on his back, the covers in a tangle around his waist, his soft dark hair flopped down his forehead into his eyes.
With a fond smile, Satoshi once again bent down and adjusted the covers, used to dealing with his lover’s restless sleeping patterns. As he went to move away, two long arms snaked out and wrapped themselves around him, pulling his head down level with Jun’s as a sleepy voice mumbled, “Stay”. Warm lips were pressed to his temple as Jun nuzzled up against him.
“You know I would if I could,” Satoshi said as he reluctantly disentangled himself from Jun’s grasp, causing a disappointed whine to come from the figure on the bed.
“I’ll be back in ten days and I’ll bring you a present,” Satoshi said as he smoothed back the messy hair from Jun’s eyes.
“But I’ll be bored and lonely,” Jun said as he pried his eyes open to squint at his lover.
“Then you can always find someone to play with while I’m gone. Just remember our rules: be safe, be careful, and don’t fall in love.”
Jun nodded and looked up at him with eyes so big and wide that Satoshi found himself unable to step away from Jun’s beckoning arms and ended up having to catch a later flight anyway. As he sat on the plane afterwards the pleasant ache in his muscles reminded him that it was totally worth having to rearrange his meetings when he arrived.
***
Even though they had been together for almost five years and living together for four, they had kept an open relationship.
When Satoshi travelled on one of his many business trips for his family firm, he would find companions to fill in his lonely nights. Jun would do the same while he stayed at home awaiting his lover’s return.
These other encounters were fleeting and purely physical; a means to relax, safe in the knowledge that their bond was unshakeable. The lovemaking they experienced with each other was completely different to these one-night stands.
They’d met when Jun was only twenty and Satoshi had at first been worried about the fact that he was five years older, but Jun had offered him his virginity and his love with such confidence, determination and maturity that he had soon forgotten about the age difference.
Jun had been wary at first about Satoshi’s idea that they could still enjoy themselves with others, but it was because of Jun that he suggested it in the first place. Satoshi was uncomfortable with the idea that Jun had never had the chance to experience other people before they got together and didn’t want him to miss out on the freedom to try new and different things.
Jun had come around to the idea, at first just to please his lover but gradually he had begun to enjoy the excitement of it as well.
***
The day after Satoshi left, Jun woke up early and headed out on his usual jogging trail. He’d run the circuit so many times he could switch off his mind and allow his feet to find their own way while he listened to his favourite music.
What he wasn’t anticipating on this particular day was someone running in the opposite direction becoming distracted by a bird flying past and crashing into him at full speed.
They fell together onto the gravel path in a tangle of sweaty limbs. Jun found himself lying on his back, looking up into a pair of beautiful almond eyes that belonged to a handsome man who was resting all of his weight on his chest, making breathing rather hard.
“Oh, I’m so sorry. I was daydreaming,” the man said as he untangled himself from Jun and got to his feet, putting out his hands to help him up.
“Not a problem. I wasn’t looking where I was going either,” Jun said, wincing as the taller man gripped his hands and pulled him upright.
The stranger looked at him with concern in his warm eyes and turned Jun’s left hand upwards, revealing several deep scrapes in the heel of his palm with bits of gravel embedded in them.
“You’re hurt. Let me fix this for you.”
“It’s fine. I can do it myself when I get home,” Jun replied as he tried to pull his hand away from the taller man’s surprisingly strong grip.
“Don’t worry, I’m a doctor, not some crazy person looking for a chance to molest you,” the man replied with a wide smile.
“Ah, but you could be a crazy doctor and still molest me,” Jun said with a similar smile.
“The wound is full of dirt and gravel; if I don’t clean it straight away you could get an infection. I’m Aiba Masaki and really am a doctor and I promise not to molest you. Unless you want me to, that is.” Masaki said with an earnest expression followed by a suggestive eyebrow wiggle.
Jun couldn’t help but laugh at the other man’s words as he replied, “Okay then, my hand is in your capable hands and we can discuss the molesting part afterwards. My name is Matsumoto Jun, by the way, and I’d say I am pleased to meet you but under the circumstances…”
Masaki smiled widely and replied, “Well maybe I can change that if you give me a chance.”
Jun laughed once more as he followed the doctor to his car where he had a full first aid kit in the trunk.
***
Masaki treating Jun's hand led to coffee on a park bench, which led to a convenience store bento lunch under a shady tree in the same park, which led to Masaki being pressed up against the wall in a love hotel while Jun ravaged his mouth as they rutted their still fully clothed bodies desperately against each other.
Masaki thrust his hand down the front of Jun's tracksuit pants as Jun sucked lightly on the pulse point in his neck.
"Too many clothes," Masaki complained as he ran his hand over Jun's half hard cock.
"Too sweaty," Jun moaned as Masaki tightened his grip.
Somehow they managed to make it as far as the shower while removing each other's clothes, each unwilling to loosen their grip on the other.
Only when they were fully naked and standing together under the warm water did Jun notice Masaki's distinctive birthmark.
"Beautiful," Jun breathed, before he leant in and ran his tongue over the outline of the copper-coloured splash on Masaki's left shoulder.
To Masaki, everything was so surprising and out of character he could hardly grasp what was happening. He had never had sex with a complete stranger before; the only thing he knew about Jun was his name and the fact that he was doing sinfully good things to his body.
Completely overcome by lust, Masaki soon found himself laying spreadeagled on the bed, not feeling the slightest bit embarrassed to be exposing the most intimate areas of his body to Jun as he felt the tip of a well-lubed finger pressing lightly against his entrance.
"So tight," Jun murmured as he slowly slid his fingertip inside.
Masaki blushed as he realized that he couldn't even exactly remember the last time he'd had sex with anyone.
He couldn't help but clench tightly around Jun's questing finger as he felt the almost forgotten sensation.
Jun stilled the movement of his hand and began to pepper as much skin as he could reach with teasing nibbles and licks, successfully distracting Masaki long enough until he was able to fit two fingers inside.
Masaki couldn't hold back his moans. Jun was being so slow and gentle and it was turning him on even more.
"I guess it's been a while?" Jun asked as he slipped a third finger carefully inside.
“Too long," groaned Masaki, already feeling his orgasm building just from Jun’s nimble fingers.
Jun smiled as he flexed his fingers, hitting Masaki's prostate dead on and making him arch off the bed.
"Oh no you don't," Jun said as he gripped the base of Masaki's weeping erection with his other hand, making the other man whine with frustration.
"You aren't allowed to come unless I'm along for the ride," Jun said as he pulled his fingers out and slipped a condom over his own painfully hard cock and slicked it with lube. “Can I go hard?” he asked as he positioned the other man on his hands and knees before kneeling behind him and teasingly rubbing the head of his cock between his ass cheeks.
Just the thought of being taken hard made Masaki feel one step closer to coming. “Please stop worrying and fuck me already,” he begged.
Jun was more than happy to oblige as he slid steadily into Masaki’s twitching body, running a soothing hand along his side until he felt him relax around his cock. As soon as he felt the tension release Jun began to push into Masaki with short hard thrusts, jerking him forwards with the force he was using with each snap of his hips.
Masaki began to moan breathily and flung his head back, chanting unintelligible words under his breath as Jun increased the scope of his movements. All too soon Masaki’s back arched and he clenched around Jun’s cock as he came with a scream. Jun, feeling this, reached around to grab Masaki’s cock and prevent his orgasm but he was a fraction of a second too late.
Jun pulled slightly away from Masaki’s body and tightly gripped the base of his own cock as he breathed deeply, calming himself and preventing his own orgasm. He carefully withdrew before Masaki collapsed bonelessly on his back, his chest heaving as he struggled to catch his breath.
Sliding off the bed and standing at the side, Jun grabbed Masaki’s ankles and dragged him over to the end of the mattress, his legs dangling off the edge.
“Sorry,” Masaki panted, his entire body still buzzing from his high.
“Don’t be sorry,” Jun said as he lifted Masaki’s legs up and wrapped them around his waist. “It just means that I need to make you come again.”
“I don’t think I can,” an already sleepy Masaki whined. But his eyes snapped open as Jun thrust back inside his body and began to pump his oversensitive cock hard and fast using Masaki’s own cum as lubrication.
Tears leaked out of the corners of Masaki’s eyes as Jun continued to work on his cock. Much to his disbelief his cock was swelling once again despite the discomfort.
“There’s a good boy,” Jun said, full of praise, as he began to thrust in time with his hand movements.
Masaki groaned at the painful yet pleasurable sensation of his prostate being repeatedly hit by the blunt head of Jun’s cock at just the right amount of pressure and angle.
“Jun, please. I don’t think I can,” Masaki moaned, his body writhing, fists bunching the crumpled sheets as Jun picked up the pace.
“Yes, you can,” Jun ordered as he felt his own orgasm rapidly approaching.
With a flick of his wrist, Jun made Masaki scream his name as Masaki’s cum squirted over his own stomach and chest. After two hard thrusts, Jun tensed as he filled the condom with his own cum.
Jun carefully pulled an exhausted and dazed Masaki into a more comfortable position on the bed and gently cleaned his body.
He wasn’t normally into cuddling with anyone other than Satoshi, but when Masaki tugged him down to lay beside him he found himself giving in to the taller man’s entreaties.
“Can we do this again?” Masaki asked as he nuzzled Jun’s neck.
“Well, I’ll be good to go in a few minutes, but I don’t think I can make you come again for a while,” Jun joked.
“You know that’s not what I mean,” Masaki said as he slapped Jun’s thigh with as much strength as he could muster – which wasn’t very much after what Jun had just done to him, “I would like to see you again.”
Jun knew that if he agreed to this he would be putting himself in danger of breaking the rules that he and Satoshi had set at the beginning of their relationship. He knew that the sensible thing to do would be to refuse Masaki’s request and then leave immediately. Instead of doing that though, he somehow found himself curling up against Masaki’s warm body and agreeing to see him the next time they were both free despite the warning voice in the back of his head telling him that he was making a huge mistake.
***
The more Jun saw of Masaki the more he realized that he was falling for him.
They didn't even have sex every time they met. Instead of just going to a love hotel, they started going back to Masaki’s apartment after jogging together or having a meal. Sometimes cuddling on Masaki's sofa and watching a movie was enough.
Their relationship was rapidly developing into a boyfriend-type dynamic rather than that of casual fuck buddies.
Jun didn't wish to appear arrogant but he could tell that Masaki was feeling the same way about him in return. He knew that he would have to tell him about Satoshi and their relationship, but he was frightened of losing Masaki in the process.
That first day when they'd met at the park, Jun had believed that Masaki knew exactly what he was getting into when he agreed to accompany him to the love hotel. It was only later when he realized that Masaki hadn't had sex for a long time that he worried the doctor wouldn't understand what no-strings casual sex meant.
During the time that he and Satoshi had been together, they both had encounters with other people, but this was the first time that Jun had desired something more. It wasn't that he had stopped loving Satoshi; it was more that he had made room in his heart for someone else too. He knew that if given the chance, Satoshi would like Masaki as well. Who could resist this beautiful, good-hearted man?
Satoshi's greatest fantasy was to watch other men fuck Jun. It had only happened a couple of times before, and Jun hadn't been entirely comfortable on either of those occasions, but with Masaki he felt safe and comfortable enough to think of asking him if he would do it.
Somehow it felt as if he was betraying both men in his life by not being completely honest with either of them and the stress was starting to get to him. He knew that he was close to breaking one of the cardinal rules of his relationship with Satoshi and falling in love.
***
When Satoshi returned home, exhausted from a thirteen-hour international flight, he quickly showered and collapsed into bed after giving Jun a perfunctory kiss and immediately fell into a deep sleep. But Jun was determined to prove to himself how much he still loved and wanted Satoshi despite his growing feelings for Masaki.
When Jun went to bed several hours later, he figured that Satoshi had slept sufficiently to be recovered enough to be able to enjoy a little fun.
After untying his robe and tossing it onto the bottom of the bed, Jun slid his naked body in next to his lover before slipping under the covers. It was hot and stuffy beneath the blankets but he wanted to give Satoshi a surprise awakening.
He carefully teased Satoshi's cock out of the slit in the front of his boxers and took him into his mouth, enjoying the feel of the familiar weight on his tongue as it began to swell. Before long, Satoshi was awake and moaning while running his fingers loosely through Jun's hair as he thrust into his mouth. It only took Jun a few minutes more and a gentle scrape with his teeth along his lover’s hard length before Satoshi shuddered and came down his throat.
Jun's own cock was hard and throbbing as Satoshi reached down and pulled him up to the top of the bed, kissing him deeply and moaning at the taste of himself on Jun's lips.
"Welcome home," Jun said in between Satoshi's thorough kisses.
"That was quite the welcome home present," Satoshi said as pulled Jun tight against his body, feeling the outline of Jun's erection pressing against his hip through his boxers. "But it was naughty of you to wake me up when I need to catch up on my sleep. I'm afraid you will have to pay the price for that," Satoshi added in a voice that never failed to thrill Jun as he climbed out of bed and picked up the sash from Jun's robe. He roughly pulled Jun's hands up over his head and tied them together before fastening them to the rail at the head of the bed. Jun whimpered loudly in excitement which made Satoshi look at him disapprovingly as he took the loose end of the sash and stuffed it into Jun's mouth effectively muffling his cries.
"You realize that it will take me a while to get hard again," Satoshi said as he enjoyed the delectable view of Jun spread out on his back before him, hard cock resting on his stomach leaking slightly from the tip.
Jun's whole body felt as if it was on fire as Satoshi proceeded to tease him with his fingers and mouth, each time bringing him within a hairs breath of orgasming before backing off and waiting for his breathing to calm before working him up once again. Satoshi left his boxers on, his condom-clad erection poking obscenely out of the slit at the front knowing that Jun enjoyed the sight of what would be waiting for him if he obeyed his directions.
Satoshi instinctively knew when Jun had reached his limits and carefully removed the gag from his mouth before thrusting into him hard enough to make the bed protest. He loved listening to the filthy noises Jun made when he fucked him, getting an extra rush from knowing that he was the one responsible for them.
Jun's body was pushed further up the bed with each of Satoshi's rough thrusts, an uncontrolled wailing noise coming from him as he was jerked backwards with each snap of Satoshi's hips.
"Please touch me," Jun begged as he jerked his restrained hands in an attempt to free them.
Satoshi reached up and held Jun's hands still as he adjusted the angle of his thrusts, finally relenting and hitting Jun's prostate dead on and giving Jun what he wanted. "You're still being punished, so no touching allowed," he said as he lifted one of Jun's legs up over his shoulder and went even deeper into his lover's writhing body, continuing to thrust hard enough to make Jun see stars.
Jun screamed and his whole body arched off the bed as he came in shuddering pulses between their bodies. Satoshi continued to fuck into him throughout his orgasm before stilling as he came deep inside his body.
As Satoshi untied Jun's wrists and gently rubbed them, soothing away the red marks that Jun's tugging had created, he was suddenly clutched in a tight embrace as his younger lover squeezed him hard enough to force the air out of his lungs.
"I love you so much, Satoshi, and I always will," Jun whispered into the side of his lover's sweaty neck.
"Me too, my love. I really must go away more often if this is the kind of greeting I'm going to get from now on," Satoshi said as he kissed the top of Jun's head. He was concerned by the slightly desperate way that his lover was holding onto him but was too tired to process these thoughts as he drifted back off to sleep, Jun's warm breath puffing against the junction between his shoulder and neck.
***
Jun gasped as Masaki wrapped his arms around Jun’s chest, supporting him as he rutted against him from behind.
They had begun things in the shower and had intended to move to the bed, but things had progressed too quickly for them to make it that far. Jun’s hands were braced on either side of the bathroom doorway as Masaki thrust into him.
“M-Masaki, please make me come. I want to come,” Jun wailed.
Masaki bit the side of Jun’s neck as he lowered one of his hands and began to pump Jun’s neglected cock in a steady rhythm.
Jun could feel his knees trembling as heat pooled low in his stomach.
“Fuck, Jun, you feel so good,” Masaki breathed in Jun’s ear, “Come for me, baby.”
Jun cried out, his vision fading to black as his cum spilled onto the tiled floor. Masaki held him upright as he found his own release, his body jerking hard into Jun’s body as his own cum pumped into the condom.
Masaki continued to support Jun until he was happy that his legs could hold him up. When he was sure that the younger man was stable, he carefully withdrew his softening cock and disposed of the condom before he turned Jun for a kiss. In one swift movement he swept Jun into his arms and carried him to the bed; a task that was made more difficult by Jun wriggling and protesting the whole way.
Masaki had been having a bad day at work when Jun called suggesting that they meet at a love hotel near the hospital during his lunch hour. It was ultra-luxurious, with marble bathrooms and extra-large beds. It had sounded exactly what Masaki needed at the moment.
While Jun fell into a light doze on the bed, Masaki showered quickly, knowing that he needed to return to work within the hour. He ruffled Jun's hair and kissed him on the tip of his nose, “I have to get back to work. You stay and have a nice relaxing bath before you go. It will help with the soreness."
"Give me a second and I'll see you off," Jun said as he fumbled for his discarded boxers. "Otherwise you'll leave something important behind again," he added as he shuffled over to the door behind his lover.
Masaki's tie was completely sideways and as Jun reached up to straighten it, the doctor rested his hands on his shoulders and drew him into such a passionate kiss that it stole his breath away.
"I keep imagining what it would be like to have you do this for me every morning when I leave for work," Masaki said, hoping that Jun would respond favourably to his hint, amazed by his own boldness. He had often imagined what it would be like to wake up every morning with the younger man, but he was afraid of scaring him off since their relationship was still so new.
"I have a boyfriend and we live together," Jun blurted. He had never meant to tell Masaki like this, but the other man was hinting that he would be happy if Jun would move in with him and he could no longer cope with his feelings of guilt. The words had come out all wrong. He only hoped that Masaki would give him the chance to explain.
Time seemed to stand still as Masaki dropped his hands down from Jun's shoulders and took a step back as he tried to process what his lover was saying.
"And you're cheating on him with me? You must really hate us both," Masaki snarled.
"No, I love him, and I love you too," Jun said desperately as he reached for Masaki's hands. “All three of us could have fun together.”
“You disgust me.” Masaki said, pushing Jun’s hands away.
“It's not what you think. Please let me explain,” Jun begged.
Masaki felt as if he was on the outside, looking on from a distance as his fist swung forward and connected with Jun's cheek. As Jun crumpled in a heap, Masaki didn't even pause, simply walking away and not looking back.
It was only when he finished his shift at the hospital and he arrived home to his dark, empty apartment did he allow himself to sink to the floor as wracking sobs shook his body.
***
When Satoshi arrived home from work he knew that something was wrong. The apartment was in total darkness but he soon realized that he wasn’t alone.
Jun had been sitting in the dark, curled up in the corner of the sofa. He was wearing the oversized fuzzy sweater that had been knitted by Satoshi’s aunt who seemed to think that her nephew was twice as tall and twice as wide as he actually was. It was something that they shared between them depending on their moods.
Jun was sitting with his feet tucked underneath him so that he was completely engulfed in its comforting warmth, despite the fact that the evening was unseasonably warm.
“Jun? Are you unwell?” Satoshi asked as he felt Jun’s forehead checking for a fever.
“No.” Jun replied in an oddly rough voice as if he had been crying.
“Then what’s wrong?”
“I made a big mistake and I’m so, so sorry and I don’t know if you can forgive me. I broke one of our rules.”
Satoshi’s heart began to race uncontrollably as he took a seat near his lover, becoming even more scared when Jun edged slightly away from him.
“Jun?” Satoshi was seriously worried now as he noticed a bruise on Jun’s left cheek.
“It all went terribly wrong,” Jun repeated tremulously as if he was incapable of saying anything else, I broke one of our rules.”
Satoshi was instantly on the alert, running his thumb lightly over the mark on Jun’s cheek. He tried his best to keep his voice even, not wanting to scare his obviously traumatised boyfriend any further.
“What happened? Did someone hurt you? Did they force you to do something against your will? Because if they did…”
“No. It’s not like that. It’s all my fault,” Jun said, sitting up a little straighter so he could look Satoshi in the eye. “I – I fell in love. I didn’t mean to, but he – Masaki – just got under my skin.”
Satoshi said nothing even though he wanted to shout, rant, cry and throw up all at the same time.
“Do you still love me?” he finally asked.
An ashen-faced Jun replied immediately, “Of course I do. How could I not love you? You’re my world. It’s just that I love him too.”
It was a lot for Satoshi to take in. Although they had maintained their open relationship, he had always been secure in the knowledge that those encounters were nothing more than a physical release for the two of them.
“And he hit you?”
“It was my fault. I wasn’t open with him at the beginning. He didn’t know about you until today. I wanted him to meet you. I wanted you to watch the two of us together. I know how much it turns you on to watch someone else fuck me,” Jun said with a rueful laugh. “It was meant to be one of our games, but somewhere along the way I fell in love. So today I told him about our relationship and now he hates me and never wants to see me again,” Jun said before finally allowing his tears to fall.
Satoshi wanted to say that he personally thought that was a good thing, because he didn’t know what he would do if he met the man who punched his lover, but instead pulled Jun to him in a tight embrace, rubbing his hand soothingly along his back in an attempt to calm the flood of tears while silently cursing the man who had been the cause of so much pain.
***
"Jun, please try and eat a little," Satoshi begged as he took the phone from his hand and put it down on the table. He could see that his lover had been trying to call Masaki again.
"I ate earlier," Jun said, obviously lying as he listlessly pushed his food from one side of the plate to the other.
Satoshi guessed that Jun had lost at least five kilos since his breakup with Masaki. His hair had lost its shine, his skin was a ghostly white, and his lack of sleep had caused dark circles to form under his eyes. Satoshi had heard Jun crying in the shower many times when he thought that he couldn't hear him and it was breaking his heart.
He had told his father that Jun was unwell and that he wouldn't be available to travel for work until he was feeling better. His father readily agreed since he loved Jun like a son, even asking with concern whether he needed to find him a doctor.
It was a very kind and caring offer on his father's part, but Satoshi knew in his heart that there was only one doctor who would be able to make Jun better.
***
Masaki tiredly pinched the bridge of his nose and closed his eyes momentarily as he waited for his last patient of the day to arrive. Since his breakup with Jun, his life had seemed to consist only of work and sleep. All the fun and enjoyment in his life had ended when he had struck his lover after finding out that he was living with another man. To his great shame and guilt, he could still remember the exact feeling of Jun’s cheekbone on the knuckles of his right hand as he’d punched him in the face. Until that moment he had firmly believed that he could never be the kind of person who allowed their feelings to be translated into violence. The distraught look on Jun’s face before he’d walked out on him still haunted him. He just wanted the day to be over so he could go home to his empty apartment and lose himself to sleep, where if he was lucky he would dream of Jun and the feeling of their bodies interlocking and the warm feeling of his lips roaming over his body.
He was startled from his thoughts as a man was ushered into his office, and after a quick glance at the notes told him that he had never treated him before, he rose to greet him.
A well-dressed man, who looked to be around thirty, entered the room, his soft fluffy-looking dark hair was perfectly styled and his lightly tanned face had slightly chubby cheeks that belied the slenderness of his body. It was his eyes which attracted Masaki’s attention though. Under sleepy-looking lids, they were sharply alert and an arresting shade of brown.
“Ohno Satoshi?
“Aiba-sensei, I’ve been wanting to see you for quite a long time,” the man said in a strong and calm voice that belied his small stature.
“Oh, do you have a medical concern?”
“I have a concern, but it’s not for me. It’s my boyfriend that I’m deeply worried about. You see, a couple of months ago someone punched him in the face and then refused to see or speak to him ever again.”
Masaki turned pale and his throat moved convulsively as he swallowed nervously, “Jun?”
Satoshi’s eyes glittered with barely concealed anger, “Yes, Jun. Since then he’s been very depressed; so much so that I’m worried about his welfare. He loved you so much and you refused to even give him a chance to explain our situation properly. Instead you hurt him and then ran away.”
All at once Masaki’s legs weren’t strong enough to support him any longer as he collapsed heavily into his chair and rubbed his hands tiredly over his face. “You are the man he told me about? The one that he lives with?”
Satoshi nodded in confirmation.
“And you don’t mind that he has sex with other men?” Masaki asked angrily.
“Perhaps this isn’t the right place to discuss this,” Satoshi said quietly.
“Who says that I even want to discuss this with you at all?”
“Jun was convinced that you loved him back, but if you aren’t willing to try and help him now when he’s in pieces, then maybe he’s better off without you after all.” Satoshi said as he rose from his seat and headed for the door.
“No. Wait.” Masaki said as he grabbed Satoshi’s arm to prevent him leaving, “I’m finished for the day. We can go for a drink and perhaps you can explain things to me. I didn’t really give Jun the chance to explain that day.”
***
The bar that Satoshi took them to was small, dimly lit and almost empty at that time of day. They took their drinks to the far corner where the chances of being disturbed were lessened.
Masaki fidgeted nervously in his seat, not quite sure why he had even agreed to this in the first place except for the lingering feelings in his heart for the only man he had been close to for years.
“How can you be happy to allow your boyfriend to fuck other men?” Masaki asked after taking a gulp of his drink.
“Allow? Jun isn’t my possession,” Satoshi said with a sharp look at the other man. “Just because you love someone doesn’t give you the right to own them. We decided long ago to have an open relationship, one that doesn’t necessarily conform to your obviously high moral standards but one that works for us.”
“I’m sorry. That was rude of me. I guess I’m just trying to understand. What would I know about relationships anyway? I hadn’t even had a boyfriend for three years before I met Jun,” Masaki said bitterly.
As Masaki sat waiting for a response, he felt Satoshi looking at him speculatively. He could see why Jun found him so attractive. Even though he was a small man, his presence was powerful and his gaze was hypnotic.
“It is Jun’s fault as well,” Satoshi finally conceded. “He was never supposed to fall in love, but there seems to be something about you that he can’t resist. He should have been more open and honest with you from the start so that you could have made an informed decision about what you were getting yourself into.”
Masaki was surprised that the businessman could admit that his lover wasn’t faultless in this whole mess.
“You said that Jun is suffering because of this? Because of me?” Masaki asked, not really sure if he wanted to hear the answer to his question.
“I know that he loves me and we’re perfectly happy together, but since you’ve been gone, the light has gone out of his eyes. He refuses to eat properly and he won’t leave the apartment unless I practically drag him,” Satoshi said softly. “When he thinks I’m not looking he looks so sad and small; like he’s shrinking into himself and it hurts me to see him like that.”
Masaki felt a physical pang in his chest at those words. When they had been seeing each other, Jun had always seemed so sure of himself. “What do you suggest we do?” he asked.
“I’m not sure how you’re going to take this, but the only solution I can come up with that will make all three of us happy is for you to join the two of us in our relationship.”
“What?”
“We both love Jun, right?”
Masaki nodded slowly.
“And Jun loves us both too?”
“Perhaps, but I don’t even know you.”
“And I don’t know you either, but I love Jun enough to be willing to try.” Satoshi said before downing the rest of his drink and standing to leave. He slid a piece of paper across the table towards Masaki. “That’s my number. Think hard about what you really want. I personally think that the three of us could work well together in time.”
“And Jun?”
“I won’t tell him anything until you let me know if you’re willing. I don’t want to give him false hope and upset him all over again if you decide against the idea. I don’t think that he could take the disappointment.”
***
The next few days were torture for Masaki. Satoshi’s words were replaying themselves in an endless loop in his head.
After their conversation in the bar, he had taken a long hard look at himself and the life that he had been living for the last few years and the overall conclusion that he had reached was that he led a lonely and solitary existence. His life consisted of work and very little else. When he had chosen to be a doctor, he knew that he would have to sacrifice his free time while studying but now that he was qualified and in a steady job he still had no life outside work.
Even though he was younger than Satoshi, he felt like a boring middle-aged man in comparison.
The prospect of seeing Jun had made him get out of bed in the morning filled with happiness. The younger man’s infectious smile had instantly lightened his mood whenever they met, no matter how stressful his day had been at work.
He could understand why Satoshi was happy to work so hard if he had Jun to come home to every night.
The vision in his mind of Jun welcoming him home with a kiss was like a warm beacon leading him to the right decision. And if Jun loved Satoshi, then perhaps he could learn to love him too.
He picked up his phone and dialled the number that Satoshi gave him at the bar. “I accept. Tell me what we do now.”
***
The three of them met in a café and Masaki was saddened and worried by how thin and pale Jun looked when he walked in with Satoshi – lightly holding onto his arm as if he needed support to stay upright. Satoshi pulled out a chair for Jun and made sure he was comfortably settled before taking his own seat beside him. Jun immediately clutched his lover’s hand tightly as he looked at Masaki for the first time since their breakup.
“Jun, I’m so sorry for what I did. Can you forgive me?” Masaki asked.
Jun didn’t speak at first; merely reaching over the table and touching Masaki’s hand lightly with his fingertips as if he wanted to check that he was real. The doctor instantly entwined his fingers with Jun’s, relishing the feeling of his warm skin next to his.
“Of course I can. I’m sorry too. I should have been more honest with you.” Jun replied in a soft voice as a smile slowly spread across his face.
Satoshi and Masaki were frightened by the immediate future for them all, but seeing the fragile smile on Jun’s face made them both determined to try and make things work.
***
Things started off slowly between Masaki and Satoshi. Under Jun’s benevolent direction, they began getting to know each other over a series of chaste dates, meeting for coffee or dinner whenever their busy, conflicting schedules allowed.
When Satoshi left on his next business trip, Jun visited Masaki’s apartment where they spent hours reacquainting themselves with each other’s bodies and making leisurely love to each other. It was even better than they both remembered, since they now allowed their love for each other to show in their actions.
Jun was delighted when Satoshi confessed that he desired Masaki and he was even happier still when Masaki told him that he felt like he might be falling for Satoshi in return.
It was with a hopeful smile, a kiss and a hug for each of them and a more then embarrassing present of a gift bag full of condoms and lube that Jun waved them off with for a weekend away with just the two of them.
***
The cottage they went to had been owned by Satoshi's family for many generations and was beautiful in the extreme.
"Exactly how rich are you?" Masaki asked as he gazed around the exquisite garden which even contained its own private swimming pool.
"This belongs to my family, not me personally, but I guess you could say that I am comfortably well off," Satoshi said modestly. "My biggest regret is the amount of time I'm away working, but I want to do my best for my father and our firm. I worry about Jun being left at home all alone while I'm away and that's one of the reasons that I encouraged him to find some companionship. But obviously that backfired on me when he found you."
"I'm sorry."
Satoshi lifted his hand and gently brushed his fingers over Masaki's cheek. "Stop apologizing. If he hadn't found you then we wouldn't be here together now and I wouldn't be able to do this," he said as he ran his fingers through Masaki's smooth light brown hair and pulled his face down to his for a delicate kiss – the first one that they had shared.
Masaki felt a shiver run down his spine as their lips met. He had always believed that it was only possible to love one person at a time but after just one kiss he could feel his views wavering.
Jun had arranged for dinner to be delivered from a highly-rated local restaurant and made sure that the caretaker had stocked the kitchen with groceries and drinks before leaving the couple alone together in the cottage for the weekend.
After a perfect meal, they decided to test the water in the pool, taking the last of the wine with them. The dark sky was studded with bright pinpricks of light as the stars shone down on them while they slowly removed their robes.
Both of them were pleased with what they saw as their bodies were revealed. Satoshi's body was surprisingly muscular in comparison to Masaki's long, slender limbs.
"How do you find the time to get a body like that?" Masaki asked, admiring the muscles in Satoshi's arm as he passed a glass of wine over to him.
"I spend a lot of time in hotels that have gyms. I like to exercise when I travel to offset the amount of time I spend sitting in planes."
"May I?" Masaki asked as he reached out to squeeze a hard bicep.
Satoshi nodded and felt his whole body relax as Masaki ran a smooth hand admiringly over his chest and upper arms.
Their eyes locked and they both moved as one, leaning closer as their lips met in a searing kiss. This one was completely different to the one they had shared earlier. Soft flesh met in a teasing dance as they nibbled and sucked on each other’s lips. Satoshi ran his tongue across Masaki's bottom lip, seeking entrance to his mouth, which Masaki happily granted. There was no urgency in their movements as they slowly explored what gave the other pleasure.
The warm water combined with the languid summer air made them feel relaxed and comfortable in each other's arms. Soon their erections were rubbing against each other as they floated together in the private pool. Masaki had his legs wrapped tightly around Satoshi's waist as the older man squeezed and caressed the globes of his ass, making Masaki groan and whisper, “I want you."
The sweetly-scented grass made a soft bed for Masaki to lie on as Satoshi fetched a condom and lube from the pocket of his robe. He wanted everything to be perfect for Masaki and he had correctly guessed that the romantic approach would be best for this first encounter between them. Not only was he desperate for this to work out for Jun's benefit, but he also wanted to convince the doctor that a relationship between the three of them was something that he genuinely wanted as well. Just as Jun had told him months earlier, there was something completely irresistible about Masaki that made Satoshi want to own a piece of his heart as well.
Satoshi took his time gently opening Masaki's body, delighting in the vision of the taller man arching his back and sighing with pleasure as his fingers worked their way ever deeper inside him.
When their bodies joined together as one, Satoshi noticed the differences between Masaki and Jun. Jun was soft skin stretched over hard muscle, large, expressive eyes and a steely determination to get what he wanted. Masaki was all slender limbs and sharp angles, full of breathless giggles and a desire to please.
Masaki dragged Satoshi away from his thoughts as he wrapped his long legs around Satoshi’s waist and pulled him flush against his body. Satoshi bent down and captured Masaki's plump lips as the doctor jerked his hips up to meet his thrusts.
Satoshi was taken off-guard as Masaki began to squeeze his cock every time he plunged it fully into his body.
"M-Masaki, stop that or you'll make me come."
"But you go all kind of cross-eyed when I do it which makes it really fun," Masaki replied with a laugh.
Satoshi couldn't help but join him and laugh as well as their lovemaking turned into a mixture of sex, laughter and wrestling.
Later that night as he watched Masaki sleeping peacefully in the bed beside him, he realized that he had already fallen in love with him and desperately wanted him to bring his own special blend of humour and warmth into his and Jun's relationship.
***
"I know that it's probably too soon, but please consider moving in with us," Satoshi asked as he dropped Masaki back at his own apartment. If the idea makes you uncomfortable, we can buy a new place and start entirely from scratch."
"You would do that for me ?" Masaki asked, searching Satoshi's eyes for reassurance.
"Jun loves you and I am falling deeper in love with you every day. We will do whatever it takes to make you happy and feel like an equal member of this partnership. Just because Jun and I found each other first doesn't mean that we love you any less."
Masaki could only see sincerity, honesty and love shining in Satoshi's eyes. All he had to do now was have the courage to make the best and right decision for them all. "I need time to think," was all he said as he climbed out of the car.
"We will wait as long as it takes, and if you say no then we will abide by that decision as well," Satoshi said before he drove away.
***
There was a loud knock on the door and much to Jun’s surprise Masaki was standing there surrounded by boxes and bags.
“Masaki? Does this mean…?”
“I’m in. I don’t know how you two managed to do it but it seems that I am in love with the pair of you. As long as you agree with my two rules,” Masaki said with a grin.
“And they would be?” Jun responded with a smile of his own as he edged closer to the taller man.
“One – we all get tested, because if I’m in a relationship with someone I want to experience them completely,” Masaki said in a tone of voice that sent shivers down Jun’s spine.
“Oh, we can definitely go along with that,” Jun said, moving close enough to Masaki to breathe the words up against his lips. “And the second?”
“No more playmates. I want it to just be the three of us in a committed relationship. I don’t want to share either of you with anyone else.”
“Greedy,” Jun murmured as he buried his nose in Masaki’s softly scented hair, before bending down to pick up some of his bags and carry them inside.
Masaki picked up some more of his belongings and happily followed Jun into his new home.
***
When Masaki was settled into the spare room, he joined Jun on the sofa.
"Are you sure about this?" Jun asked as he handed him a celebratory flute of champagne.
"Completely sure. Don't worry, Jun; I want to be with the both of you. I won't walk out on you again."
"I actually meant about sleeping in the spare room, not about your commitment to this relationship, but it was nice to hear it," Jun said with a laugh.
His laughter proved to be infectious and Masaki was soon giggling right along with him. They were still in a silly mood when Satoshi arrived home and he soon found himself being pulled into a tangle of limbs and laughter on the sofa by the pair.
***
It was such new and unexplored territory for Masaki; he had decided to keep his own space at the beginning when he first moved in. Jun and Satoshi had been very understanding, fully aware that sometimes he felt overwhelmed and slightly claustrophobic when sharing a bed with two other people who were used to each other's sleeping habits. When Satoshi was away, Jun joined him in the spare room, laughing as they cuddled together in the small bed.
By mutual agreement it was decided that they wouldn't have sex together until they got the all clear from the tests that Masaki had done on them all in the first week that he moved in. They all wanted their first time as a threesome to be something beautiful and meaningful, marking the commitment they were making to each other.
They soon settled into a comfortable and surprisingly routine domestic arrangement. Satoshi worked long hours and Masaki irregular ones, but Jun was always there, making sure that they were well looked after and cared for in his own special and surprisingly gentle way.
It was only early days, but it seemed to all three of them that their relationship stood a strong chance of success.
***
If Satoshi had been surprised to arrive home a month earlier to find that Masaki had moved in permanently, it was nothing in comparison to when he arrived home from his latest overseas trip carrying an armful of presents for his two lovers.
On the dining table were two open letters containing Masaki and Jun's test results, beside them was a still sealed latter addressed to him. Jun and Masaki's results were both negative and when he slit open the envelope and read its contents, as expected, his were too.
Next to the paperwork were two recently used wineglasses and a third containing a deep ruby purplish-coloured wine. He picked it up and took an appreciative sip as he headed towards the master bedroom, where there was a faint light showing underneath the closed door.
Illuminated by the warm light of a dozen candles, Masaki and Jun were stretched out on the bed, still fully clothed but obviously in the middle of a heavy make-out session. Their eyes were glazed as their hands explored the smooth skin hidden underneath each other’s clothes. Masaki's hand was down Jun's jeans, obviously already stretching his opening as Jun panted into his mouth while kisses were exchanged.
There was a chair placed at the end of the bed, set up for his enjoyment as its position provided a perfect view of the activities taking place.
When he took his seat, the other two disentangled themselves from each other and came to kneel at his feet.
"What would you like us to do?" Jun purred as he ran his hand teasingly over Satoshi’s crotch.
"I want to watch Masaki fuck you and then I want to fuck you too," Satoshi replied as Masaki's hand joined Jun's in squeezing his dick through his trousers.
"I think that sounds like a plan," Masaki readily agreed as he unzipped Satoshi's fly, freeing his rapidly swelling cock.
Jun kissed both men in turn without saying a word, his pupils darkening with arousal at the prospect.
"Jun, is it ok if we both come inside you?" Satoshi asked as he stroked Jun's cheek and swiped his thumb across his plump lower lip.
Jun moaned softy as he nodded and drew his older lover's thumb into his mouth, suckling on it as Masaki licked the tip of Satoshi's cock before engulfing it in his mouth.
Satoshi bent down and kissed Jun, slipping his tongue into his mouth and softly stroking his silky hair before releasing him so he could join Masaki in lavishing his attention on his now fully erect cock.
His two lovers began sucking and licking his shaft, their tongues sliding up each side in unison and meeting at the tip in a filthy kiss.
Satoshi combed his fingers through their hair, holding their faces down onto his cock as they alternated taking him down their throats, sometimes pausing to kiss each other, his precum glistening on their lips.
He wanted so badly to come on their faces, marking them both as his own, but there was a long night ahead, so when he felt his balls drawing close to his body he pulled them away by their hair and directed them to move to the bed.
They proceeded to slowly undress each other, taking their time, kissing deeply as they savoured the taste of Satoshi in each other's mouth.
Licking, sucking and biting lightly on skin as it was exposed, they made sure to put on a good show for Satoshi who had slicked himself with lube and was stroking himself slowly as he watched them perform for his benefit.
Masaki sucked gently on Jun's cock as he resumed carefully working him open. Satoshi's cheeks flushed as he watched Masaki press three fingers slowly into Jun's hole, drawing forth a series of panting moans as Jun bit his lower lip, trying to relax into the movements.
"How do you want us positioned?" Masaki asked as he lazily pumped Jun's cock, crooked his fingers and pressed against his prostate, making Jun jerk off the mattress and cry out.
Satoshi stood and left his viewpoint, moving over to join the pair on the bed, stripping off his clothing as he walked.
"Jun? What do you want us to do to you?" Satoshi asked as he brushed the sweaty hair away from Jun’s forehead holding Jun’s hands above his head and pinning them down before he nibbled his way down Jun’s long smooth neck as Masaki worked his way up to join him, sucking lightly on Jun's collarbone on the other side.
"I don't care. Please just fuck me." Jun begged as he wriggled his hands out of Satoshi's grip and took a cock in each, wrapping his fingers around them loosely, enjoying the feel of velvet soft skin wrapped around a steely hardness as he stroked them with alternating movements.
The two older men moaned and leant together over Jun's head, kissing and fondling each other as they thrust into his hands. Satoshi pulled away after a few minutes and made Masaki sit with his back propped up against the head of the bed before guiding Jun over to him.
Masaki gripped the base of his cock, holding himself steady as Jun slowly lowered himself onto it. Satoshi bent down, watching closely as the long and slender length disappeared into Jun's body. He didn't think that it was possible to get any harder than he already was but the sight was enough to send even more blood pumping into his erect member.
Masaki gripped Jun's ass and began to help him slide up and down his cock, spreading the cheeks wide apart to allow Satoshi the best view as Satoshi lay back at the foot of the bed, pumping his cock slowly in time with the undulations of Jun's hips.
Soon Masaki was thrusting up hard as he held Jun's hips tightly, jerking him up and down with each thrust.
"Harder!" Jun begged as he ground down onto Masaki's lap.
The doctor was happy to oblige as, with Satoshi's help, he lifted Jun off his cock and flipped him over onto his back.
All three were breathing heavily as Satoshi folded Jun's knees up, allowing easier access to Masaki who knelt down and plunged back into Jun again. Satoshi helped lift Jun's legs over Masaki's shoulders as the taller man raised Jun's hips and began to fuck into him at a relentless pace.
Satoshi licked at Jun's lower lip asking for entrance. Jun opened his mouth wide, allowing Satoshi to suck on his tongue as Satoshi reached down and began to jerk Jun off in time with Masaki's thrusts.
"I'm gonna come," Masaki cried as his hips faltered, jerking erratically as he pumped his seed into Jun's willing body, cum dripping out around his cock as he continued to thrust through his orgasm.
Jun wailed and came as he felt his body being filled with spurts of hot liquid, his cum fountaining over Satoshi's hand.
Masaki carefully withdrew, both he and Satoshi fascinated by the sight of his cum sliding down Jun's ass onto the bed as Jun lay with his eyes tightly shut, his whole body still twitching with pleasure.
Satoshi was so hard and desperate to find relief. "Jun, is it okay if I fuck you now?"
Jun, who was having trouble forming words hummed in agreement, nodding his head slowly. Masaki leant over him, sucking lightly on one of his nipples before helping Satoshi carefully turn Jun over onto his stomach and pulling his ass up into the air.
They propped some pillows under his hips and made sure that he was comfortable. Masaki kissed his nape and licked his way down his spine, biting softly at his ass cheeks as Satoshi slicked himself with more lube.
With a sigh of relief, Satoshi pressed slowly into Jun's body, stilling his movement when he bottomed out. It was hard not to come immediately as the tight heat embraced his length. Jun groaned as he was filled once again. His older lover's cock was shorter but much thicker than Masaki's and made him feel stretched out even though he had been fucked once already.
As Satoshi began to move he realized that Masaki's cum was providing extra lubrication, making it easier to slide into Jun's body but also producing filthy squelching noises with each snap of his hips.
Jun whined weakly as Satoshi picked up the pace of his thrusts, his body jerking bonelessly with each movement. His ass looked so tempting as the flesh vibrated with every snap his lover's hips that Masaki couldn't resist reaching out slapping one of the fleshy mounds leaving a red handprint on the skin. Jun jerked and moaned "Again!" his cock stiffening at once.
Masaki found that as he repeatedly slapped Jun's ass, Satoshi's eyes darkened and he increased the force of his own movements, growling deep in his throat, the sound causing Masaki's own cock to swell as well.
Before long Jun screamed, arching his back and coming once again into the pillows holding him up. Satoshi came immediately as if he had been waiting for Jun to come first, filling his ass for the second time that night.
After that, things became blurry for Jun as he was overtaken by overwhelming exhaustion. He vaguely felt his body being lifted as he was carried to the bathroom and washed down with warm water. And then he was being lifted again and gentle hands massaged cream into his back as he was placed in bed before he was tucked into clean sheets that smelt of sunshine and kissed on the forehead by two sets of lips. Two different voices murmured "I love you" as he drifted into a deep sleep.
Masaki and Satoshi looked down at Jun, already asleep in a comfortable nest of pillows, his lips red and slightly swollen, and his hair messy around his face, a look of complete contentment on his face.
Masaki knew that Jun would be very stiff and sore when he woke up and had already left two painkillers and a glass of water for him at a handy distance.
"You were hard again," Satoshi said quietly as he moved Masaki over to sit down on the chair that was still at the end of the bed.
"It's fine. We both made Jun happy and that's what's important," Masaki replied.
"No. I told you once before we must all be equally important in this relationship otherwise it's not going to work," Satoshi said as he knelt between Masaki's legs and sucked his cock into his mouth.
Jun was woken some time later by muffled moans and creaking noises coming from the foot of the bed. By the light of the few candles that were still burning, he could see Masaki fucking into Satoshi who was bent over gripping the back of the chair. Too exhausted and sore to stay awake and watch even though he desperately wanted to, Jun took the painkillers that Masaki had left for him and succumbed to sleep once more.
There was no hurry, he would have plenty of opportunities to watch in the future – this was only the start of their lives together.
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Date: 2016-10-28 08:09 am (UTC)Yes, I'm a pervertxDWhat I loved the most was how you managed to write a HOT, so smutty, 3P fic in such a romantic way! I could feel the honest love that all three parties shared! ^_^ Amazing job!
Thanks for sharing it with us! <3
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Date: 2016-10-28 08:34 am (UTC)This goes to show that fic exchanges can be a really good thing, because I took up the challenge to write this request.
Even though I felt like I mostly just wrote a LOT of sex I really tried hard to write a proper story at the same time. I'm glad that I seem to have succeeded.
Thanks for reading 💕
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Date: 2016-10-28 08:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-28 09:09 am (UTC)Thanks for reading.
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Date: 2016-10-28 09:33 am (UTC)Learn more about LiveJournal Ratings in FAQ (https://www.dreamwidth.org/support/faqbrowse?faqid=303).
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Date: 2016-10-28 11:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-28 09:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-28 11:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-28 10:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-28 10:49 am (UTC)Thanks for reading .
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Date: 2016-10-28 11:51 am (UTC)And happy Halloween, dear....let me give you a vampire bite so I can be a vampire, like Jun-kun~ *mwah*
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Date: 2016-10-28 09:16 pm (UTC)Vampire Jun...now there is a fantasy for us all.
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Date: 2016-10-28 11:48 pm (UTC)There is....
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Date: 2016-10-28 01:52 pm (UTC)I love Ohno so much, he's so worried about Jun that he goes to great lengths to make him happy ;__;
Am I supposed to feel this emotional about this fic? ;__; Maybe I love this OT3 too much for my sake ;__;
Oh, I get what you mean about the Tennen pairing. I ship them myself, but somehow it's difficult to write about them. I think they do work together, but it's probably subtler than other ships. Still, well done! (^o^)/
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Date: 2016-10-28 09:27 pm (UTC)Ohno is so strong in this story and willing to go to any length to do what's best for Jun, since he felt partly responsible for this whole mess. He was the one who insisted on the open relationship initially, mostly because he thought that it would be unfair on Jun to not have experienced life before settling down with him.
I guess I am more than a little invested in this imaginary world as well.
I think that I can possibly write more Tennen, but only if it involves AU. I just can't see them as more than supportive friends in this reality.
Thank you so much for reading 💜
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Date: 2016-10-28 10:51 pm (UTC)And Ohno is the sweetest, really. How strong must you be, to do something like that. It really takes an emotional toll, I suppose.
I totally get what you're saying. But I still hope to read more from you about this pairing/OT3 in the future. *hint hint* xD
<3
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Date: 2016-10-28 06:21 pm (UTC)I enjoyed reading this so much - and the smut scenes were awesome. Especially the last one! I'm so impressed by how you managed to write that and by how great it was <3
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Date: 2016-10-28 09:35 pm (UTC)The scenes with just Aiba and Ohno together were so painful to write at first. No wonder Ohno was angry at the beginning when he went to speak to Aiba :)
And the last smut scene...you will notice that Jun was the main focus of it all (lucky boy) so I managed to work my way into it by using that angle. But you have no idea how relieved I am that it seemed to work.
This is why I think I am now addicted to fiction exchanges. Because it makes me stretch yourself and write something out of my comfort zone.
Thanks for reading. (Not just the story but this long winded reply to your comment.)
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Date: 2016-11-02 03:05 pm (UTC)Usually threesomes are not my thing but you wrote it so beautifully that I just couldn't not like it !
I loved how their relationship evolved, it was kinda new to me and I totally enjoyed it :)
Good job and thank you for sharing this :D
Now I'm off to a cold shower lol
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Date: 2016-11-02 08:09 pm (UTC)Thanks for reading and enjoy that shower *turns cold water up to max*
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Date: 2016-11-22 04:55 pm (UTC)Phew, I am really far behind with reading, sorry dear, I catch up now and tomorrow. :)
I read this during the exchange already and I really loved the idea you created and how you characterized them. :) I loved Aiba's part, but also Jun and Ohno were soooo cool. ❤
Thanks for sharing this one shot dear ❤❤❤
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