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Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or it's members - this is a work of fiction.
Warning: Jun is underage in this story.
Summary: Why would he be interested in someone like him? He was bony and awkward and his eyes and teeth seemed too big for the rest of his body. He heaved another deep sigh and pulled his pillow over his face, knowing that he would never have the courage to speak up.
Jun slung his book bag onto his bed and flung himself down after it with a heavy sigh. He didn’t know why they were insisting on him having a tutor just because his grades had dropped at bit (well quite a lot if he was being perfectly honest with himself). It’s not like school mattered to him. Since he was small he had been determined to be a famous idol and he didn’t need any stupid high school diploma to achieve that. And anyway since their debut just over a year ago he’d been too busy and working too many hours of the day to spend much time on doing something as unimportant to him as homework.
To make matters even worse they had to go and pick the one person he didn’t want to be stuck alone in a small room with. He could barely contain his urges as it was, because at nearly eighteen he was already just one giant walking bag of hormones. And all of these hormones seemed to be working hard to make him do something to deeply humiliate himself in front of said person.
Aiba being a complete pervert as usual had said that he should take this as the perfect opportunity to jump him. Nino had of course been in complete agreement since for the last few weeks he’d spent most of his spare time sticking his tongue down his new boyfriend’s throat. Nino’s boyfriend had momentarily peeled the Nino shaped leech from his lips and sleepily nodded his agreement.
It was easy for them to say, but just the thought of doing it and being rejected by the object of his affections made him want to crawl under the bed and never come out. In Jun’s mind he could already see the look of horrified disgust that would appear on his handsome face as he tried to back away as fast as possible from his skinny grasping arms.
Plus, why would he be interested in someone like him? He was bony and awkward and his eyes and teeth seemed too big for the rest of his body. He heaved another deep sigh and pulled his pillow over his face, knowing that he would never have the courage to speak up.
He must have dozed off because the next thing he knew, his mother was calling from the hallway to tell him that his tutor had arrived. Jumping up he glanced in the mirror, great, now on top of his other problems his hair was sticking up strangely on one side of his head and he had a dried drool mark running down his chin. He hastily wiped his face and tried to flatten his hair at the same time, managing to finish just as the door opened.
“H..Hello Sho-san.” He stuttered, feeling his face turn red.
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It was worse than torture to be so close to Sho. He’d stopped listening to what he was saying at least ten minutes ago, as he tried to explain a complicated maths problem to him. All he could focus on was the shape of those perfect lips moving smoothly across those cute chipmunk teeth. What would they taste like if he leant forward right now and pressed his own lips against them? Would Sho kiss him softly back tracing his lips with the tip of his tongue? Or would he nibble his bottom lip before gently parting his lips and plunging his tongue inside to tangle with his own?
“Do you agree?” Sho asked staring at him earnestly with those gorgeous round eyes.
Oh crap. What had he been saying just now? “Um, yes definitely.” Was that right? Apparently that was the correct answer as Sho moved on to the next problem.
Jun tried to concentrate, he really did, but how could he when Sho was turning pages in the text book with his sensitive fingers. Fingers that would take his hand in his as they walked along the beach on a sunny day. Fingers which would slide across his heated skin as he pulled him closer for another kiss. Fingers caressing him softly, rubbing across his…
“Break?”
What was Sho saying this time? Quick look like you know what he’s talking about.
“Jun, I asked if you think we should have a break because you don’t seem to be taking in what I’m saying and this just proves my point.” Sho said in exasperated tones.
“Sorry.”
“I’m really busy myself at the moment you know and I understand from personal experience how hard it is to combine studying with being in Arashi. But Jun, it may not seem so now, but finishing your education is really important. We have no idea what the future may bring. Not every group survives you know.”
“I understand what you’re saying, but I believe in us and I just know we’ll be OK.” Jun said with fire in his eyes.
Sho squeezed his knee encouragingly just as his mother arrived at the bedroom door carrying a tray filled with cold drinks and snacks, saying that she would be out for a while but this should tide them over while she was gone.
“Urgh..” That one casual touch from his crush had left him with a rather obvious problem in the trouser department. There was no way for him to be able to stand up and take the tray from his mother without his life being over. Fortunately Sho being a complete gentleman immediately stood up to help.
While Sho was occupied with pouring the drinks Jun tried to make things subside, but the sight of Sho bending over to pick up the bowl of crackers only made things worse. With a groan he picked up his pillow and unsuccessfully tried to make it look as if he was using it as drink rest on his lap.
As Sho handed him his drink he bent over and whispered in his ear “I feel the same way about you, you know. You have no idea what you do to me.”
Jun tried to swallow but his tongue was stuck to the roof of his mouth. Instead he took a large gulp of cold drink and immediately began to choke. Sho slapped him on the back until he could breathe again, and then laughed as he ruffled his hair. Jun immediately felt as if all the blood in his body that wasn’t being directed to his cock had moved to his face.
“H..how did you know I like you?”
“For a start there’s a pretty big hint making a tent in the front of your jeans. Plus you haven’t been listening to a word I’ve said all afternoon. You’ve just been sitting there sucking seductively on the end of your pencil. Do you think I haven’t noticed the way you’ve been looking at me for the last few months?”
Sho sat down on the end of bed facing him “You genuinely don’t know how beautiful you are, do you? I’ve liked you for what seems like the longest time, but you are so young still and I don’t want you to get hurt. ”
Jun could only shake his head in disbelief, his confused brain unable to form words at the moment.
Sho reached out and gently ran his thumb over his cheek. “Is this OK?”
“Yes” Jun croaked.
“I’ve wanted to kiss you for the longest time. May I? Tell me to stop if you don’t want to. I don’t want to pressure you into anything you aren’t ready for.”
“Please…I’ve wanted to kiss you too..”
With a smile, Sho got up and locked the door before returning to Jun on the bed.
Jun had no idea what he should be doing with his hands, his lips, should he tilt his head or close his eyes? He knew he was over thinking this, but he also knew that this was a moment he would remember for the rest of his life. And then he stopped worrying as Sho put a hand behind the back of his neck pulling him closer. The kiss was soft and tender and Jun felt as if he was floating.
When he came up for air he realised that he was lying on the bed with Sho half on top of him, slowly running a hand over his side as their tongues teased each other. He could feel Sho’s erection digging into his thigh, making his own twitch in response.
He couldn’t believe that all of his fantasies were coming true. He was going to have sex with Sho and it was going to be wonderful…”Wha..?”
Sho had pulled away “I’m so sorry Jun. I didn’t mean for things to go this far. Please forgive me.”
No way was he going to let Sho get away from him. “No. Please. Don’t stop. I really want you. Please. Please.” He grabbed at Sho’s arm. Jun would normally be embarrassed to beg like this but he wanted Sho so bad that it hurt.
“I can’t, baby, you’re under age and I don’t want to physically hurt you.”
“But I don’t care. I want you now.” Jun knew that he was whining like a spoilt child.
Sho pulled Jun up to a sitting position so he could look into his eyes as he spoke “I want your first time to be something special for you, not some hurried fuck before your mother comes back. Don’t you want the same thing too?”
“I guess. But..it hurts.” The throbbing between his legs was almost becoming a physical pain.
Sho’s voice was suddenly deeper as he rearranged them so that Jun as on his lap, their hips flush against each other as he slowly began to grind their erections together “Does this feel better?”
Jun could only moan in response clinging onto Sho’s neck as he rubbed back against him faster and harder until he was coming in his underwear, and he felt a sense of pride in the effect that he had on Sho, as he continued to grind against him until he came too, pulling him hard against him and pressing his face into his neck as he shuddered through his own orgasm.
He fell bonelessly back down to the bed panting, his head reeling with pleasure as Sho grabbed the box of tissues from beside the bed and handed them to him so they could both clean themselves up.
Did this mean that he could call Sho his boyfriend now? Or was that it? Probably Sho was just amusing himself….He suddenly felt a sob burst out from his mouth. Oh crap..this was not good.
Sho once again lay down next to him, rubbing a hand across his back. Kissing a tear off his cheek he asked “Jun, did I do something wrong? Was I too rough? Were you frightened? It was too much too soon wasn’t it? Talk to me. Please.”
Jun could only shake his head in response to each of Sho’s worried barrage of questions, while still crying softly.
“We won’t do anything like this again until you tell me you are ready, OK? We can just spend time together and take things slowly. We could drive to the beach if you’d like?” Sho said with a pleading expression.
“You…you..want to date me? Really?”
“Of course. Is that what’s wrong? You thought I wasn’t serious?”
Jun could only nod shyly as Sho reached out and stroked his cheek.
“Then let me formally ask you. Jun, will you be my boyfriend?” Sho asked with a bow.
Junos cheeks flushed a delicate shade of pink as he nodded his agreement “Yes please.” he said, eyes wide with joy.
Sho kissed Jun gently on the lips. “OK, now that’s sorted. Let’s get back to studying.” Laughing at the pouting expression on Jun’s lips he added in a seductive tone as he pinched one of the younger boys nipples teasingly “And if you do well in your exams I’ll make sure that you receive an eighteenth birthday present you’ll never forget.”
Note: Hmmm, I'm not really happy with this, particularly the ending, but I wrote it about six months ago and have never got around to posting it. (To be honest I'm just sick of it sitting there and staring at me so I thought I shoukd just sneakily post it while none of you are looking.)
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Arashi or it's members - this is a work of fiction.
Warning: Jun is underage in this story.
Summary: Why would he be interested in someone like him? He was bony and awkward and his eyes and teeth seemed too big for the rest of his body. He heaved another deep sigh and pulled his pillow over his face, knowing that he would never have the courage to speak up.
Jun slung his book bag onto his bed and flung himself down after it with a heavy sigh. He didn’t know why they were insisting on him having a tutor just because his grades had dropped at bit (well quite a lot if he was being perfectly honest with himself). It’s not like school mattered to him. Since he was small he had been determined to be a famous idol and he didn’t need any stupid high school diploma to achieve that. And anyway since their debut just over a year ago he’d been too busy and working too many hours of the day to spend much time on doing something as unimportant to him as homework.
To make matters even worse they had to go and pick the one person he didn’t want to be stuck alone in a small room with. He could barely contain his urges as it was, because at nearly eighteen he was already just one giant walking bag of hormones. And all of these hormones seemed to be working hard to make him do something to deeply humiliate himself in front of said person.
Aiba being a complete pervert as usual had said that he should take this as the perfect opportunity to jump him. Nino had of course been in complete agreement since for the last few weeks he’d spent most of his spare time sticking his tongue down his new boyfriend’s throat. Nino’s boyfriend had momentarily peeled the Nino shaped leech from his lips and sleepily nodded his agreement.
It was easy for them to say, but just the thought of doing it and being rejected by the object of his affections made him want to crawl under the bed and never come out. In Jun’s mind he could already see the look of horrified disgust that would appear on his handsome face as he tried to back away as fast as possible from his skinny grasping arms.
Plus, why would he be interested in someone like him? He was bony and awkward and his eyes and teeth seemed too big for the rest of his body. He heaved another deep sigh and pulled his pillow over his face, knowing that he would never have the courage to speak up.
He must have dozed off because the next thing he knew, his mother was calling from the hallway to tell him that his tutor had arrived. Jumping up he glanced in the mirror, great, now on top of his other problems his hair was sticking up strangely on one side of his head and he had a dried drool mark running down his chin. He hastily wiped his face and tried to flatten his hair at the same time, managing to finish just as the door opened.
“H..Hello Sho-san.” He stuttered, feeling his face turn red.
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It was worse than torture to be so close to Sho. He’d stopped listening to what he was saying at least ten minutes ago, as he tried to explain a complicated maths problem to him. All he could focus on was the shape of those perfect lips moving smoothly across those cute chipmunk teeth. What would they taste like if he leant forward right now and pressed his own lips against them? Would Sho kiss him softly back tracing his lips with the tip of his tongue? Or would he nibble his bottom lip before gently parting his lips and plunging his tongue inside to tangle with his own?
“Do you agree?” Sho asked staring at him earnestly with those gorgeous round eyes.
Oh crap. What had he been saying just now? “Um, yes definitely.” Was that right? Apparently that was the correct answer as Sho moved on to the next problem.
Jun tried to concentrate, he really did, but how could he when Sho was turning pages in the text book with his sensitive fingers. Fingers that would take his hand in his as they walked along the beach on a sunny day. Fingers which would slide across his heated skin as he pulled him closer for another kiss. Fingers caressing him softly, rubbing across his…
“Break?”
What was Sho saying this time? Quick look like you know what he’s talking about.
“Jun, I asked if you think we should have a break because you don’t seem to be taking in what I’m saying and this just proves my point.” Sho said in exasperated tones.
“Sorry.”
“I’m really busy myself at the moment you know and I understand from personal experience how hard it is to combine studying with being in Arashi. But Jun, it may not seem so now, but finishing your education is really important. We have no idea what the future may bring. Not every group survives you know.”
“I understand what you’re saying, but I believe in us and I just know we’ll be OK.” Jun said with fire in his eyes.
Sho squeezed his knee encouragingly just as his mother arrived at the bedroom door carrying a tray filled with cold drinks and snacks, saying that she would be out for a while but this should tide them over while she was gone.
“Urgh..” That one casual touch from his crush had left him with a rather obvious problem in the trouser department. There was no way for him to be able to stand up and take the tray from his mother without his life being over. Fortunately Sho being a complete gentleman immediately stood up to help.
While Sho was occupied with pouring the drinks Jun tried to make things subside, but the sight of Sho bending over to pick up the bowl of crackers only made things worse. With a groan he picked up his pillow and unsuccessfully tried to make it look as if he was using it as drink rest on his lap.
As Sho handed him his drink he bent over and whispered in his ear “I feel the same way about you, you know. You have no idea what you do to me.”
Jun tried to swallow but his tongue was stuck to the roof of his mouth. Instead he took a large gulp of cold drink and immediately began to choke. Sho slapped him on the back until he could breathe again, and then laughed as he ruffled his hair. Jun immediately felt as if all the blood in his body that wasn’t being directed to his cock had moved to his face.
“H..how did you know I like you?”
“For a start there’s a pretty big hint making a tent in the front of your jeans. Plus you haven’t been listening to a word I’ve said all afternoon. You’ve just been sitting there sucking seductively on the end of your pencil. Do you think I haven’t noticed the way you’ve been looking at me for the last few months?”
Sho sat down on the end of bed facing him “You genuinely don’t know how beautiful you are, do you? I’ve liked you for what seems like the longest time, but you are so young still and I don’t want you to get hurt. ”
Jun could only shake his head in disbelief, his confused brain unable to form words at the moment.
Sho reached out and gently ran his thumb over his cheek. “Is this OK?”
“Yes” Jun croaked.
“I’ve wanted to kiss you for the longest time. May I? Tell me to stop if you don’t want to. I don’t want to pressure you into anything you aren’t ready for.”
“Please…I’ve wanted to kiss you too..”
With a smile, Sho got up and locked the door before returning to Jun on the bed.
Jun had no idea what he should be doing with his hands, his lips, should he tilt his head or close his eyes? He knew he was over thinking this, but he also knew that this was a moment he would remember for the rest of his life. And then he stopped worrying as Sho put a hand behind the back of his neck pulling him closer. The kiss was soft and tender and Jun felt as if he was floating.
When he came up for air he realised that he was lying on the bed with Sho half on top of him, slowly running a hand over his side as their tongues teased each other. He could feel Sho’s erection digging into his thigh, making his own twitch in response.
He couldn’t believe that all of his fantasies were coming true. He was going to have sex with Sho and it was going to be wonderful…”Wha..?”
Sho had pulled away “I’m so sorry Jun. I didn’t mean for things to go this far. Please forgive me.”
No way was he going to let Sho get away from him. “No. Please. Don’t stop. I really want you. Please. Please.” He grabbed at Sho’s arm. Jun would normally be embarrassed to beg like this but he wanted Sho so bad that it hurt.
“I can’t, baby, you’re under age and I don’t want to physically hurt you.”
“But I don’t care. I want you now.” Jun knew that he was whining like a spoilt child.
Sho pulled Jun up to a sitting position so he could look into his eyes as he spoke “I want your first time to be something special for you, not some hurried fuck before your mother comes back. Don’t you want the same thing too?”
“I guess. But..it hurts.” The throbbing between his legs was almost becoming a physical pain.
Sho’s voice was suddenly deeper as he rearranged them so that Jun as on his lap, their hips flush against each other as he slowly began to grind their erections together “Does this feel better?”
Jun could only moan in response clinging onto Sho’s neck as he rubbed back against him faster and harder until he was coming in his underwear, and he felt a sense of pride in the effect that he had on Sho, as he continued to grind against him until he came too, pulling him hard against him and pressing his face into his neck as he shuddered through his own orgasm.
He fell bonelessly back down to the bed panting, his head reeling with pleasure as Sho grabbed the box of tissues from beside the bed and handed them to him so they could both clean themselves up.
Did this mean that he could call Sho his boyfriend now? Or was that it? Probably Sho was just amusing himself….He suddenly felt a sob burst out from his mouth. Oh crap..this was not good.
Sho once again lay down next to him, rubbing a hand across his back. Kissing a tear off his cheek he asked “Jun, did I do something wrong? Was I too rough? Were you frightened? It was too much too soon wasn’t it? Talk to me. Please.”
Jun could only shake his head in response to each of Sho’s worried barrage of questions, while still crying softly.
“We won’t do anything like this again until you tell me you are ready, OK? We can just spend time together and take things slowly. We could drive to the beach if you’d like?” Sho said with a pleading expression.
“You…you..want to date me? Really?”
“Of course. Is that what’s wrong? You thought I wasn’t serious?”
Jun could only nod shyly as Sho reached out and stroked his cheek.
“Then let me formally ask you. Jun, will you be my boyfriend?” Sho asked with a bow.
Junos cheeks flushed a delicate shade of pink as he nodded his agreement “Yes please.” he said, eyes wide with joy.
Sho kissed Jun gently on the lips. “OK, now that’s sorted. Let’s get back to studying.” Laughing at the pouting expression on Jun’s lips he added in a seductive tone as he pinched one of the younger boys nipples teasingly “And if you do well in your exams I’ll make sure that you receive an eighteenth birthday present you’ll never forget.”
Note: Hmmm, I'm not really happy with this, particularly the ending, but I wrote it about six months ago and have never got around to posting it. (To be honest I'm just sick of it sitting there and staring at me so I thought I shoukd just sneakily post it while none of you are looking.)
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